Back Scabby Queen
Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. SCABBY QUEEN
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. SOME PEOPLE
  6. Q Magazine, June 1990
  7. RUTH
  8. Clio Campbell
  9. NEIL
  10. DONALD
  11. Guardian Weekend magazine, August 2010
  12. SAMMI
  13. SIMON
  14. NEIL
  15. Daily Mail, October 2016
  16. HAMZA
  17. XANTHE
  18. DONALD
  19. Q Magazine, September 2007
  20. RUTH
  21. DANNY
  22. SAMMI
  23. NEIL
  24. BBC Radio Scotland, 24 January 2018
  25. DONALD
  26. MALCOLM
  27. SAMMI
  28. Loaded, February 1996
  29. SHIV
  30. IDA
  31. Scotland on Sunday, September 2013
  32. DONALD
  33. HAMZA
  34. SAMMI
  35. ADELE
  36. NEIL
  37. The Pool, February 2018
  38. RUTH
  39. DONALD
  40. EILEEN
  41. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  42. About the Author
  43. About the Publisher

‘Well. We thought you were such a good singer that sometimes we would bring you onstage at the hotel where we played. And your daddy would say into the microphone, “Now for the most special guest of the night,” and you would hold the great big microphone, with long ribbons in your hair, and you’d sing them “Auld Lang Syne”, just like we were doing earlier. And the audience would go wild, really they would. They would cheer and stand up and clap so hard their hands hurt, because that’s how good you were. And I remember thinking right there, even though you were only four, this girl has something special about her so she does. And that’s why it’s important that you sing. I took a photograph and I’ve still got it somewhere, of you on that stage. I’ll mail it to you right away, as soon as we’re back home, I will.’

He spent four hours trying to find that photograph when they got back, then put it into an envelope and marched straight up to the post office, banging on the door until old Jacksie came to open it, complaining at him. It was urgent, he said. It had to go in the first morning’s post. He was never quite sure why, but it seemed like a very important thing to do.

When the girl was eleven, Malcolm left for America. He’d fallen in love with a bluegrass singer they’d met at the Kenmore Folk Festival: Anouli was forty, with a fantastic rasping voice; she seemed to love the drink as well as Malcolm did. Donald watched them crashing slowly together over a number of nights, their raucous harmonies at the end of one jam session an almost obscene display. Malcolm seemed alive again, offstage as well as on, that pilot light behind his eyes visible once more, so Donald approved and left them to it, assuming that it would fade away when she went home at the end of the week.

Two months later he was showing off his plane ticket.

‘Jesus, man, anyone would think you were the wife and it was you I was leaving.’

‘Well you are, in a way. You’re leaving me and Fraser and the band. But that’s not what I’m getting at and you know it. I’m talking about your responsibilities, Malcolm. To that wee girl.’