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- SAPPHIRE TEARS
- NICOLE FOX
- CONTENTS
- MAILING LIST
- ALSO BY NICOLE FOX
- SAPPHIRE TEARS
- JUNE
- KOLYA
- FIVE DAYS LATER
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- EPILOGUE: JUNE
- ONE YEAR LATER
- EXTENDED EPILOGUE: KOLYA
- FIFTEEN YEARS LATER
He raises his eyebrows. “That’s four in pretty quick succession, my friend.”
“You think I can’t count?”
“You just seem like you might be in a dark place,” he says hesitantly. “Alcohol doesn’t usually mix with a bad mood.”
I pull out two hundred-dollar bills and slam it on the countertop in front of him. “Why the fuck do you care?”
He eyes the dollar bills hungrily. “You’re right,” he says with a nod. “I don’t.” Then he scoops up the money and proceeds to pour me my fifth glass.
“And keep them coming,” I order him.
“Got it, boss.”
He serves me the drink and moves to the far corner of the bar, where a dark-haired beauty is sitting. She’s been there for the last forty minutes, and I’m fairly certain the reason she hasn’t moved is because of me.
Her hair is jet black, freshly ironed, like it’s carved out of obsidian. Her features, though, are dainty. Sweet. Unblemished. Like June, before the scars and the car crash and all the things that have been ripped away from her time and time again.
She gives me a small, nervous smile. I don’t bother returning it before I turn my gaze back to my glass.
Jesus, I thought he just refilled it? I’m seeing the bottom already.
I drain the rest and push it away from me. I rap my knuckles against the bar counter twice, and seconds later, he’s pouring again.
“Good man,” I growl without looking up.
He gives me a satisfied nod and moves to take another customer’s order. I can still feel the June imitation staring at me. Her desire pulsates between us like the air itself is throbbing.
But I couldn’t be less interested. My mind is still up in that cramped, overheated apartment. I hadn’t stuck around to hear how their little confrontation ended. June had asked the right questions and my brother’s answers were rehearsed and hollow, so obviously self-serving that I wanted to puke right on the threshold.
So why can’t she see that?
Why is it so easy for him to convince her that I’m the one feeding her a story?
Of course he was confident. Liars always are. And he had every reason to be. After all, if our mother could swallow his lies about me, why not June?
My mother believed me, so why the fuck can’t you?
She believed him.
Then she died.
The moment those words had left Adrian’s mouth, all I could hear was the siren of my own rage rushing through my ears. I knew if I stayed there another second longer, that people would die.
And even if she didn’t believe me, even if she chose Adrian over me—June still didn’t deserve that.
So I left.
I’d landed right here, on this miserable stool in this miserable bar, with my sixth vodka in my hand and little motivation to think about anything past the next hour.
“Hi.”
I glance to my side to discover that the black-haired June doppelganger is standing in front of the empty stool next to me. Her expression is nervous but hopeful.