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Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Sara Shepard
  3. Also by Sara Shepard
  4. Dedication
  5. PART ONE
  6. —
  7. One
  8. Two
  9. Three
  10. Four
  11. Five
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. PART TWO
  21. Piper
  22. Fourteen
  23. Fifteen
  24. Sixteen
  25. Seventeen
  26. Piper
  27. Eighteen
  28. Piper
  29. Nineteen
  30. Twenty
  31. Twenty-One
  32. Twenty-Two
  33. Twenty-Three
  34. Piper
  35. Twenty-Four
  36. Twenty-Five
  37. Piper
  38. Twenty-Six
  39. Twenty-Seven
  40. Twenty-Eight
  41. Twenty-Nine
  42. Thirty
  43. Thirty-One
  44. Thirty-Two
  45. Thirty-Three
  46. Piper
  47. Thirty-Four
  48. Epilogue
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. About the Author
  51. What’s next onyour reading list?

“But then you left me a second note,” Lauren went on. “You wanted to see me in your office.”

“I did. I wanted to warn you. About Graham.”

Lauren’s mouth dropped open. “You did?”

“Well, sure. He would have been pissed if he knew. He said he’d tell everyone everything. But I thought you needed to know.”

Lauren felt touched. “I wish you would have told me. I wish . . .”

But she wasn’t sure what she wanted to say next. Even if Lauren had never run into Ronnie and Andrea and they’d never shared that they’d all received notes and drawings, Graham would have still come for Piper. Maybe he sensed Piper was going to tell Lauren about him.

“And . . . that day in the hall.” Lauren’s heart thudded fast. “When you were attacked. Do you . . . remember Graham there?”

Piper smiled serenely. “Oh, yes. I remember Graham.”

Lauren widened her eyes, surprised by Piper’s certainty. The police hadn’t specifically said they’d gotten a statement out of her. Graham, her husband. So he really was a monster, then. He was so far from the person she knew it was hard to even mourn his loss. Sitting in the hard plastic chair, Lauren began to think about what her life would look like going forward. She couldn’t picture visiting Graham in prison. What would she tell Matthew?

“I remember Graham in the hall,” Piper said again, her voice taking on a dreamy tone. “I remember a red sweater . . .”

Lauren mentally searched Graham’s closet; she’d bought so many of his clothes. “He has a good Burberry red sweater.”

“Uh-huh,” Piper answered. She stared at Lauren intensely. “That’s the one.”

“God.” Lauren sat back. Piper sounded dazed and maybe suffering from a touch of PTSD. “I’m . . . really sorry.” She felt herself welling up. “For both of us. What a fucking mess.”

“Oh, please. I did you a favor.”

Something light and strange had invaded Piper’s voice, and Lauren looked up. There was a twist to Piper’s mouth. Did she think something was funny? Piper’s mouth went slack, then puckered once more, like she was fighting not to snicker.

Lauren pulled back, suddenly uneasy. “What?”

A smirk slipped through, though Piper was quick to make her expression neutral again. “I’m sorry, I’m really tired. Maybe you should go.”

“Okay . . .” The world seemed to tilt as Lauren stood.

“Okay,” Lauren said again, lingering behind the chair, hoping that Piper would say more. Weren’t they compatriots at least, having endured the same enemy? But maybe that was foolish. Piper was still the same person as before—the same woman, in fact, who said Lauren was nuts.

Have your stupid secrets, Lauren thought bitterly, shoving the chair back against the wall. Pretend you’re better than me. I was just trying to help.