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Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Sara Shepard
  3. Also by Sara Shepard
  4. Dedication
  5. PART ONE
  6. —
  7. One
  8. Two
  9. Three
  10. Four
  11. Five
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. PART TWO
  21. Piper
  22. Fourteen
  23. Fifteen
  24. Sixteen
  25. Seventeen
  26. Piper
  27. Eighteen
  28. Piper
  29. Nineteen
  30. Twenty
  31. Twenty-One
  32. Twenty-Two
  33. Twenty-Three
  34. Piper
  35. Twenty-Four
  36. Twenty-Five
  37. Piper
  38. Twenty-Six
  39. Twenty-Seven
  40. Twenty-Eight
  41. Twenty-Nine
  42. Thirty
  43. Thirty-One
  44. Thirty-Two
  45. Thirty-Three
  46. Piper
  47. Thirty-Four
  48. Epilogue
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. About the Author
  51. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Well, come in.” As much as you want to interact with the baby, you resist. “Listen,” you say, once he wheels the stroller through the door and awkwardly sits in a chair. “I believe we need to clear some things up.” You have a script. You aren’t going to let the baby derail you. You are going to plow forward.

“Oh yeah?” Graham asks. “What’s that?”

The baby makes a little coo, and Graham turns to him and grins. That gesture is what does it. Why did Graham get a second chance? Why did things work out for him? You know about his fancy credit on that television show.

“I need you to stop,” you say, losing your tempered tone. It’s not just that he’s smiled at the baby. It’s that he isn’t taking this meeting seriously. He’s distracted, relaxed. “I know you talked to Hulu. You told them. About . . .” You can’t say the words. “You know.”

Graham’s eyes are full of concern. “You can’t keep lying, Piper.”

“What do you care?” You dig your nails into your palm. “It’s my life. So stop, okay? Otherwise, I’ll tell your wife about us. About you.”

A muscle in his jaw tightens. So he never told her. You were right. “You wouldn’t do that.”

“Yes, I would.”

“My life means a lot to me. I have . . .” He trails off and looks at his kid, who now has his whole fist in his mouth. North used to do that, too. “Look, things have changed. I’m different now. And my wife . . . she’s going through something hard.”

“You expect me to believe that?”

“She is.” Now his eyes are pleading. “You and me—it was a long time ago. Can’t we just leave the past in the past?”

You cross your arms. “I would have. But you already made the first move.”

“I thought they should know.”

“Well, maybe I think your wife should know.”

Suddenly, he rises over you. You slide backward in your chair and feel your body curl into itself. You hate that this is your response, but it’s an old reaction, etched in your wiring. He seems to understand this, and it fuels his fire. One corner of his mouth curls into a satisfied smile. He rubs his hands together. The sound is like sandpaper on wood.

“Let’s make a deal,” he says. “I’ll stop talking about you, and you won’t talk about me.”

And then he’s out of the room without another word, taking his beautiful baby with him.