I wouldn’t ask for said kidney. I’d use my savings to hire someone to knock Joker’s dad out and leave him in a bathtub filled with ice after harvesting his kidney and calling 911 so Joker’s dad could survive, just with one kidney.

It was extreme and it was a little scary I could even think like that.

But there it was.

“Okay, I promise,” I told Elvira.

“I’ll have it to you tomorrow.”

“Thanks.”

“Always got your back, girl. Now I got a man to get in the mood ’cause I’m in the mood. Lucky for me, he goes from baseball mood to a little somethin’-somethin’ mood in half a second, and he reads eyes so all I gotta do is walk out and look at him. So I’m gonna get on that.”

I grinned. “Have fun.”

“Hope you get your fun too. Later, Carrie.”

“’Bye, Elvira.”

I drew in a breath, disconnected, and looked in the mirror.

I was just getting the address. That was it. I wasn’t going to do anything with it. I would just feel better having it.

Had a father beat on me.

Car was eight.

Yes, I would just feel better having it.

On that thought, I left the bathroom.

* * *

The next day I stood in the break room staring at the text on my phone.

It was an address.

My first thought was alibi.

My second thought was I had to do this when Travis was still at his dad’s and I had to do it before I chickened out.

I didn’t know what it was.

I just knew I had to do it.

And soon.

So that was why my finger moved on the screen and I put the phone to my ear.

“Hey, honey,” Tyra answered. “How’re things?”

“They’re great!” I chirped with fake enthusiasm. “Listen, Joker’s on patrol tonight and I haven’t had a girls’ night out in ages and I’ve got a tube top I haven’t worn.”

She didn’t say anything for long moments that kind of scared me before she said hesitantly, “Not sure that tube top is for a night Joker isn’t there to see you wear it.”

This was a point to ponder but I didn’t have the time to ponder it.

I could feel myself chickening out.

“I’ll wear a jacket over it,” I promised.

“I… well—”

“Are you free?” I spoke over her.

“Well, sure,” she said.

“Good!” It came out as another chirp. “I’ll, uh… call Tabby. And maybe Lanie. And Elvira. We’ll decide where to go and then we’ll go.”

“Okay, honey, I’ll look forward to it.”

“Fantastic!” I said with forced enthusiasm. “I’ll text you with the plans.”

“Great.”

“Okay, see you later,” I said.

“Right, Carrie, see you.”