Chapters (37)
- Cover
- Welcome
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- EPILOGUE
- A Preview of Walk Through Fire
- I Never Would
- Also by Kristen Ashley
- Acclaim for Kristen Ashley and Her Novels
- Fall in Love with Forever Romance
- Thank you for buying this ebook, published by Hachette Digital.
Dog held Tack’s eyes. Then he nodded sharply and looked away.
The rest of the Club came in, had words, and voted.
It was unanimous.
Carson Steele was a recruit. A recruit that would shortly after be christened Joker.
And if he did his time, took his shit, proved his mettle…
He’d be Chaos.
* * *
It took him a year and three months.
And he did.
CHAPTER TWO
All I Wanted
Carissa
“AARON, REALLY, I’M in a bind.”
I tried not to sound like I was begging. It didn’t feel good to beg.
But he’d heard me beg and I’d learned begging didn’t work.
“You bring Travis to my house in forty-five minutes or we’ve got problems, Carissa,” Aaron said in my ear and then disconnected.
I stood there in the filthy grass on the verge, looking down at the phone, my baby boy at my hip, the crawling rush hour traffic of Denver on I-25 in front of me, along with my old, ugly, worn out, mostly kinda still red Toyota Tercel with its flat tire.
Aaron, my ex-husband, drove a black Lexus SUV.
Aaron, my ex-husband, had also just refused to come and help me change the flat tire even though I had our son with me and I was on a stupid interstate during rush hour traffic.
I couldn’t believe this.
I should, with our history, all he’d done that I’d turned a blind eye to and all he’d done that I eventually couldn’t. Nothing should surprise me. And I was hanging on to a slim thread of hope that it still did. That I could be surprised. That I hadn’t lost that ability. That I still believed that people could be decent. Even Aaron.
I hated to admit it but I figured I would soon lose the ability to believe Aaron could be decent. Especially after he just hung up on me.
I couldn’t reflect on this.
My lip was quivering and I bit it to make it stop, but I didn’t try too hard to hold back tears as I stared at my car.
I’d cried a lot the last year and a half. And I will admit, no matter what this made me, I often cried to try to get my way. This always worked with my dad. For a long time it had worked with Aaron.
A year and a half ago, it stopped working. At least with Aaron.