I drove in and parked, but before I got out of the car, I looked at the text and saw it was from Elvira.

It read Tyra called. We’re sorting shit. Give me a few days.

This meant giving her boss, who from what I could tell was a private eye or something, a few days. Elvira, I knew because she threatened it repeatedly on any occasion that warranted it (or didn’t), would drag him in.

What had I done?

I got out of my car feeling funny. Not feeling like I should feel knowing I was walking into a clean, safe, lovely house to a tall, handsome biker boyfriend (or at least I thought he was my boyfriend, it was early but we did spend a lot of time together) who was growing back his beard for me.

I walked in the back door expecting Joker to be at the stove (this being how accustomed I’d become to him taking care of me) only to find the kitchen empty.

I dumped my purse, started to move toward the living room/dining room area that ran along the front of the house, my mouth opening to call, just as Joker turned the corner and walked into the kitchen.

He was grinning at me.

I stopped and took him in.

Navy tee, faded jeans, heavy black boots, lengthy stubble, messy hair, so, so handsome.

“Hey, Butterfly.”

“I think I messed up again.”

He stopped dead because I blurted that out but also because he must have read something on my face since he was right then examining it closely.

“What’d you mess up?” he asked slowly.

I took in a deep breath and shared, “I’ll preface this by saying that I was upset.”

I stopped talking.

Joker didn’t say anything.

I kept going, “And I’ll also say that I’m very aware that you’re a man.”

His face got a little scary.

But he still remained silent.

“A manly man,” I went on.

His face got scarier.

“A manly man biker,” I kept at it.

“Jesus,” he bit off. “What’d you do?”

Oh well.

The faster the better, like pulling off a Band-Aid.

“I kinda went to Tack, and Hop, High, Hound, and Tyra were there, and I, well…” I paused then finished hurriedly, “Asked them where your dad lives.”

He looked to the ceiling.

“I was upset,” I reminded him.

He looked to me.

“He needs to pay,” I whispered.

“Yeah, Carrie, and how you gonna make him do that?”

That was a good question.

“I hadn’t gotten to that part of the plan yet,” I admitted.

“Right,” he stated, crossing his arms on his chest. “You do know that Tabby went behind Shy’s back and hired a private investigator to find the guy who murdered his parents.”

No. I didn’t know that. I didn’t even know Shy’s parents had been murdered.

How awful.