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Hamza al-Suwayfi laughed and said, “Splendid! Good luck to you!”
He gave him permission to leave and kept the notes. Othman walked out of the room drunk with happiness, convinced that earning the confidence of the Director as he had just done was more valuable than the grade seven itself.
When the draft budget was printed several months later Othman anxiously read the preamble—and there was the passage he had written with his own hand, apart from a slight alteration of absolutely no consequence. He was thrilled, full to the brim with faith in himself and his future. He was wise enough, though, not to divulge the secret to anybody.
It was not long before a decision was made to transfer him from Archives to the Budget Department. That night he stood behind the window in his room and gazed down the alley sunk in darkness. He lifted his eyes to the sky and the wakeful stars. They looked motionless. But there was nothing static in the universe. He thought God had created the beautiful stars to entice us to look upward. The tragedy was that one day they would look down from their height and find no trace of us. There was no meaning to our life on earth save by sweat and blood.
TWELVE
“I’m sorry at your leaving the Archives Section and happy for your sake, in equal degrees,” said Sa‘fan Basyuni.
In the emotional atmosphere Othman’s heart melted with momentary sincerity. Tears came to his eyes as he murmured, “I will never forget you, Mr. Basyuni, and I’ll never forget the time I spent in Archives.”
“Yet I’m happy because you are.”
Othman sighed and said, “Happiness is very short-lived, Mr. Basyuni.”
Sa‘fan did not understand his remark but Othman lived it. He carried time on his back moment by moment and suffered patience drop by drop. He soon forgot that he was promoted to grade seven or that he worked in the Budget Department. He worked at the ministry like a man possessed, and in his tiny room he delved into more knowledge. Occasionally he would tell himself apprehensively that life flitted by, youth flitted by, and that the river of time flowed on and would not rest…