Chapters (54)
- Cover Page
- ICARUS IMPOSTER SYNDROME
- A THOUSAND CARDINALS
- BIRACIAL GHAZAL: WHY EVERYTHING ENDS IN BLOOD
- THIS LAND IS WHERE WE BURIED EVERYTHING THAT CAME BEFORE YOU: AFRICAN AMERICAN HISTORY AND CONCEPTS OF OWNERSHIP IN EARLY ELEMENTARY EDUCATION
- FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS #1
- IN A RARE MOMENT OF NOSTALGIA MY FATHER REFLECTS ON OBAMA’S FIRST INAUGURATION
- TAXONOMY REGARDING MY MOTHER
- I THINK EVERYBODY HAS A YEAR THEY NEVER REALLY LEAVE
- SUMMER AFTER
- ELEGY FOR THE WINTER AFTER TAINA WAS CANCELLED
- CHICAGO*
- WASN’T THE MINOTAUR BURIED HORNS FIRST: VULNERABILITY AND IDENTITY IN THE MYTHIC BODY
- A POEM ABOUT TREES THAT ISN’T ACTUALLY A POEM ABOUT TREES
- NEARLY 7 YEARS AFTER THE FACT A BOY WHOSE NOSE I NEARLY BROKE HITS ME UP FOR BRUNCH
- IN THE NETFLIX TRAILER OBAMA SAYS “I DON’T FIT IN ANYWHERE” WHILE ANTHONY HAMILTON PULLS A BURNING CITY OUT OF HIS MOUTH
- OBAMA SAYS “MUTTS LIKE ME” IN THE MIRROR EVERY MORNING WHILE I GET READY FOR SCHOOL
- THE ACADEMY OF ACCEPTABLE LOSS
- PREGAME PRAYER WITH COMPLETE CITATIONS
- COVERAGE
- YOU GOT MCDONALD’S MONEY?
- FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS #20
- FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS #51
- THE SPOOK WHO SAT BY THE ONCE BOMBED CITY: PSYCHOLOGICAL EXPLORATIONS OF ANCESTRAL MEMORY THROUGH THE LENS OF RACIAL BATTLE TRAUMA
- THE SPACE BETWEEN SKINS IS CALLED A WOUND
- TRANSLATION
- ON THE NIGHT I CONSIDER COMING OUT TO MY PARENTS
- (SELF) INFLICTED
- FRANK OCEAN SIGHTING #268: FRANK OCEAN IS RUMORED TO SPEAK OF RIVERS WHICH IS LIKELY A LIE (DISC 1)
- NARCISSUS IMPOSTOR SYNDROME
- THE AUTHOR IS OFTEN MISTAKEN FOR OBAMA’S LONG LOST SON
- INSOMNIAC SOLILOQUY
- MY FATHER WATCHES FERGUSON VOL. 1
- PORTRAIT OF MY FATHER AS SISYPHUS
- MY FATHER WATCHES FERGUSON VOL. 2
- PALINOPSIA
- POLICE DREAM #607
- PALINOPSIA
- ELEGY FOR THE SUMMER AFTER DJANGO UNCHAINED CAME OUT ON DVD
- PALINOPSIA
- REGRETS
- GHAZAL FOR THE SUICIDAL THOUGHT
- PALINOPSIA
- THE SEARCH FOR FRANK OCEAN OR A BRIEF HISTORY OF DISAPPEARING
- VARIATION ON A THEME OF GENETICS
- LESLIE ODOM JR. SINGS OBAMA’S ANGER ON NPR
- MERCY, MERCY, HIM
- TANKA FOR THE 4TH OF JULY
- ZEALOTS OF STOCKHOLM OR ELEGY FOR THE STILL ALIVE
- OBAMA WANTS TO BE CLEAR ABOUT HIS LEGACY
- OBAMA SPEAKS OF RIVERS BUT WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ON DIFFERENT SHORES
- NEGROTOPIA #3 (SELF PORTRAIT AS HEAVEN)
- SAD NIGGA MANIFESTO
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Thank you to Ed Ochester and the University of Pittsburgh Press for taking these pages and making a dream come true. And finally, Vievee Francis, how can I find where to begin? Without you I cannot write this book because without you I am not myself. Not the self I needed to be, you have made me brave and knowledgeable beyond my wildest dreams when I first began to write in earnest this project which began as what I imagined would be a last record and turned out to be the seed to an impossible life. Not a day passes that I can look to the work and not ask “What would Vievee do?” To which the answer is always the same, “Work, live, know your craft, be the vanguard you were meant to be.” Thank you for saying yes to this book, thank you for giving me the courage to choose this life, the certainty to know it is the only one that I would ever choose.