Chapters (48)
“Don’t kill me!” he pleaded without a voice. “Help me. I didn’t want to kill him. He hurt me. I didn’t want to kill him. I wanted to know—.” He had no voice and no body. He was just this sweetness and this pain, this swoon, and the voices rising all around him speaking words of condemnation and menace but in tones so tender and melodious it was like singing. He saw the circuit of his blood again and felt pain throughout as the blood was drawn out of him, his heart beating faster and faster as if it would explode.
Amel, it is you? Are you here? It is you after all these centuries, are you here? This is Garekyn.
He was high above the city, and he was dying. No escape this time, no matter what the Parents had said. And if the pain is too great to bear, you will lose consciousness, but you will not die. And you will slowly revive and restore, no matter what they have done to you. Snow without end, snow and ice. Go into the ice and freeze. Mountains of ice. Snow without end.
“They sent you here to destroy me, didn’t they?” said Amel, Amel of old in his great office in Atalantaya. Warm air. Windows filled with the spectacle of the city’s towers, like a forest made of glass. “Well, didn’t they?”
Darkness. You will not die….
And how horrible that it should come finally like this, at the hands of monsters, this magnificent world, to see it no more, to lose it, to lose all of it, without my understanding anything!—
Before him suddenly, a sky of endless blue and the great translucent city of Atalantaya exploding with smoke and fire! Amel cried out against it. Or was it he, Garekyn, screaming in defiance as the towers melted, shattered, the great dome cracking, the whole city tilting and sliding into the boiling sea? My death, just my death. Because that was long ago and they are all dead.
4
Lestat
SOMEWHERE OVER THE North Atlantic, when I was riding the winds, Amel left me.
When I entered the carriageway of my old townhouse in the Rue Royale in New Orleans I was apparently alone. Had Louis come as I’d asked him to do? Very likely not. But how was I to know? Masters can’t hear the thoughts of fledglings. Masters are forever locked out of the minds of their children. And for all I knew I was locked out of Louis’s heart.