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  1. Contents
  2. PART
  3. I
  4. ONE
  5. Stephanie
  6. TWO
  7. Zedok
  8. THREE
  9. Stephanie
  10. FOUR
  11. Zedok
  12. FIVE
  13. Stephanie
  14. SIX
  15. Zedok
  16. SEVEN
  17. Stephanie
  18. EIGHT
  19. Zedok
  20. NINE
  21. Stephanie
  22. TEN
  23. Zedok
  24. ELEVEN
  25. Stephanie
  26. TWELVE
  27. Zedok
  28. THIRTEEN
  29. Stephanie
  30. FOURTEEN
  31. Zedok
  32. FIFTEEN
  33. Stephanie
  34. SIXTEEN
  35. Zedok
  36. SEVENTEEN
  37. Stephanie
  38. EIGHTEEN
  39. Zedok
  40. NINETEEN
  41. Stephanie
  42. TWENTY
  43. Zedok
  44. TWENTY-ONE
  45. Stephanie
  46. TWENTY-TWO
  47. Zedok
  48. TWENTY-THREE
  49. Stephanie
  50. TWENTY-FOUR
  51. Zedok
  52. TWENTY-FIVE
  53. Stephanie
  54. TWENTY-SIX
  55. Zedok
  56. TWENTY-SEVEN
  57. Stephanie
  58. TWENTY-EIGHT
  59. Zedok
  60. TWENTY-NINE
  61. Stephanie
  62. THIRTY
  63. Zedok
  64. THIRTY-ONE
  65. Stephanie
  66. THIRTY-TWO
  67. Zedok
  68. THIRTY-THREE
  69. Stephanie
  70. THIRTY-FOUR
  71. Zedok
  72. THIRTY-FIVE
  73. Stephanie
  74. THIRTY-SIX
  75. Zedok
  76. THIRTY-SEVEN
  77. Stephanie
  78. THIRTY-EIGHT
  79. Zedok
  80. THIRTY-NINE
  81. Stephanie
  82. FORTY
  83. Zedok
  84. FORTY-ONE
  85. Stephanie
  86. FORTY-TWO
  87. Ze do k
  88. FORTY-THREE
  89. Stephanie
  90. FORTY-FOUR
  91. Zedok
  92. FORTY-FIVE
  93. Stephanie
  94. FORTY-SIX
  95. Zedok
  96. FORTY-SEVEN
  97. Stephanie
  98. FORTY-EIGHT
  99. Zedok
  100. FORTY-NINE
  101. Stephanie
  102. FIFTY
  103. Zedok
  104. FIFTY-ONE
  105. Stephanie
  106. PART
  107. II
  108. FIFTY-TWO
  109. Lucas
  110. FIFTY-THREE
  111. Zedok
  112. FIFTY-FOUR
  113. Stephanie
  114. FIFTY-FIVE
  115. Zedok
  116. FIFTY-SIX
  117. Lucas
  118. FIFTY-SEVEN
  119. Stephanie
  120. FIFTY-EIGHT
  121. Lucas
  122. FIFTY-NINE
  123. Zedok
  124. SIXTY
  125. Lucas
  126. SIXTY-ONE
  127. Stephanie
  128. SIXTY-TWO
  129. Lucas
  130. SIXTY-THREE
  131. Stephanie
  132. SIXTY-FOUR
  133. Lucas
  134. SIXTY-FIVE
  135. Stephanie
  136. SIXTY-SIX
  137. Zedok
  138. SIXTY-SEVEN
  139. Stephanie
  140. SIXTY-EIGHT
  141. Lucas
  142. SIXTY-NINE
  143. Stephanie
  144. SEVENTY
  145. Zedok
  146. SEVENTY-ONE
  147. Stephanie
  148. SEVENTY-TWO
  149. Zedok
  150. SEVENTY-THREE
  151. Stephanie
  152. SEVENTY-FOUR
  153. Lucas
  154. SEVENTY-FIVE
  155. Stephanie
  156. SEVENTY-SIX
  157. Zedok
  158. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  159. Lucas
  160. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  161. Stephanie
  162. SEVENTY-NINE
  163. Zedok
  164. EIGHTY
  165. Stephanie
  166. EIGTHY-ONE
  167. Lucas
  168. EIGHTY-TWO
  169. Stephanie
  170. EIGHTY-THREE
  171. Lucas
  172. EIGHTY-FOUR
  173. Erik
  174. EIGHTY-FIVE
  175. Lucas
  176. EPILOGUE
  177. Stephanie December Twenty-First
  178. Acknowledgments
  179. About the Author
  180. What’s next on your reading list?

I shook my head, almost afraid to ask. “And . . . what did he say?”

“He just said, ‘Yes, I do.’ ”

THIRTY

Zedok

“Did you see what he did?” whispered the first of the two sibilant feminine voices. “What he brought with him from over there?”

A second voice then. “You don’t think he’s seriously considering—”

“Hush. Do not even say it. He knows better. Which is why he never agreed to it.”

Seated at the piano on my side of Moldavia, the lamp I had demolished the prior evening now intact atop its lid, I lifted my right hand.

“What does he think he’s doing?” hissed the first.

“You mean besides imprudently courting disaster?” scoffed the other.

Ignoring the whispers, I laid my gloved fingers onto the keys.

I could not play “Für Elise.” But . . . I could remember the feel of her hand beneath mine. The discordant, corrupted music we had made together in the dream.

And here I was, for the hundredth time in as many minutes, hopelessly lost in the thought of her, left grasping in vain for the ghost of one of our few moments together.

“He won’t do it, if he knows what is good for him,” hissed the lower of the two voices, her words meant more for me than her companion.

“But why else sit down at the piano with it? He means to play. He wishes to escape.”

“It is my conviction that he knows better than to think he can.”

Again, my mind swept through the memory of last night.

She and I. We had been so close. Drunk on her nearness, lured by her words, her beauty—that voice—I had craved more. So much more.

Had I ever longed to touch someone so?

In closing my eyes, I was able to block out the keyboard’s black-and-white lines, but not the whispers or the ticking mantel clock, which, like the other things I had destroyed last night, had repaired and reset itself.

“Well. Are you going to stop him?”

“We are. Of course we are.”

This was why so much of my written music existed on the Armands’ side of the house.

All of my composing transpired there. Where these two particularly obnoxious monstrosities could not follow me.

“Dearest Spite,” hissed the softer of the two voices. “Did you hear what he just called you?”

“Oh, Envy, dear heart,” answered the second voice, hoarser and deeper in register. “We are both well aware that, of the two of us, he only ever thought of you as obnoxious.”

Slowly, I turned my head to glare at them through a single eyehole of Valor’s mask.

Adorned in emerald and burnt coppery orange respectively, the two women occupied the ever-popular chaise by the parlor’s bay window. They watched me from behind fluttering lace fans while, at their backs, the sheets of snow that never ceased to fall in this realm filled the window’s view.