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  1. Contents
  2. PART
  3. I
  4. ONE
  5. Stephanie
  6. TWO
  7. Zedok
  8. THREE
  9. Stephanie
  10. FOUR
  11. Zedok
  12. FIVE
  13. Stephanie
  14. SIX
  15. Zedok
  16. SEVEN
  17. Stephanie
  18. EIGHT
  19. Zedok
  20. NINE
  21. Stephanie
  22. TEN
  23. Zedok
  24. ELEVEN
  25. Stephanie
  26. TWELVE
  27. Zedok
  28. THIRTEEN
  29. Stephanie
  30. FOURTEEN
  31. Zedok
  32. FIFTEEN
  33. Stephanie
  34. SIXTEEN
  35. Zedok
  36. SEVENTEEN
  37. Stephanie
  38. EIGHTEEN
  39. Zedok
  40. NINETEEN
  41. Stephanie
  42. TWENTY
  43. Zedok
  44. TWENTY-ONE
  45. Stephanie
  46. TWENTY-TWO
  47. Zedok
  48. TWENTY-THREE
  49. Stephanie
  50. TWENTY-FOUR
  51. Zedok
  52. TWENTY-FIVE
  53. Stephanie
  54. TWENTY-SIX
  55. Zedok
  56. TWENTY-SEVEN
  57. Stephanie
  58. TWENTY-EIGHT
  59. Zedok
  60. TWENTY-NINE
  61. Stephanie
  62. THIRTY
  63. Zedok
  64. THIRTY-ONE
  65. Stephanie
  66. THIRTY-TWO
  67. Zedok
  68. THIRTY-THREE
  69. Stephanie
  70. THIRTY-FOUR
  71. Zedok
  72. THIRTY-FIVE
  73. Stephanie
  74. THIRTY-SIX
  75. Zedok
  76. THIRTY-SEVEN
  77. Stephanie
  78. THIRTY-EIGHT
  79. Zedok
  80. THIRTY-NINE
  81. Stephanie
  82. FORTY
  83. Zedok
  84. FORTY-ONE
  85. Stephanie
  86. FORTY-TWO
  87. Ze do k
  88. FORTY-THREE
  89. Stephanie
  90. FORTY-FOUR
  91. Zedok
  92. FORTY-FIVE
  93. Stephanie
  94. FORTY-SIX
  95. Zedok
  96. FORTY-SEVEN
  97. Stephanie
  98. FORTY-EIGHT
  99. Zedok
  100. FORTY-NINE
  101. Stephanie
  102. FIFTY
  103. Zedok
  104. FIFTY-ONE
  105. Stephanie
  106. PART
  107. II
  108. FIFTY-TWO
  109. Lucas
  110. FIFTY-THREE
  111. Zedok
  112. FIFTY-FOUR
  113. Stephanie
  114. FIFTY-FIVE
  115. Zedok
  116. FIFTY-SIX
  117. Lucas
  118. FIFTY-SEVEN
  119. Stephanie
  120. FIFTY-EIGHT
  121. Lucas
  122. FIFTY-NINE
  123. Zedok
  124. SIXTY
  125. Lucas
  126. SIXTY-ONE
  127. Stephanie
  128. SIXTY-TWO
  129. Lucas
  130. SIXTY-THREE
  131. Stephanie
  132. SIXTY-FOUR
  133. Lucas
  134. SIXTY-FIVE
  135. Stephanie
  136. SIXTY-SIX
  137. Zedok
  138. SIXTY-SEVEN
  139. Stephanie
  140. SIXTY-EIGHT
  141. Lucas
  142. SIXTY-NINE
  143. Stephanie
  144. SEVENTY
  145. Zedok
  146. SEVENTY-ONE
  147. Stephanie
  148. SEVENTY-TWO
  149. Zedok
  150. SEVENTY-THREE
  151. Stephanie
  152. SEVENTY-FOUR
  153. Lucas
  154. SEVENTY-FIVE
  155. Stephanie
  156. SEVENTY-SIX
  157. Zedok
  158. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  159. Lucas
  160. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  161. Stephanie
  162. SEVENTY-NINE
  163. Zedok
  164. EIGHTY
  165. Stephanie
  166. EIGTHY-ONE
  167. Lucas
  168. EIGHTY-TWO
  169. Stephanie
  170. EIGHTY-THREE
  171. Lucas
  172. EIGHTY-FOUR
  173. Erik
  174. EIGHTY-FIVE
  175. Lucas
  176. EPILOGUE
  177. Stephanie December Twenty-First
  178. Acknowledgments
  179. About the Author
  180. What’s next on your reading list?

Hurried steps, far more certain in their purpose than I, brought us to the front door. Though she yielded and followed, I registered resistance, too. Either she did not trust me or she somehow sensed my plan to eject her from my world and was now hesitant to leave. For what reason, I could not fathom.

The masks had gone. But I was not fool enough to believe they would not return. Now was our only chance.

I gripped the front door handle and pulled open the entrance to Moldavia, hauling Stephanie through and releasing her with momentum into the glow of her own porch light.

Stephanie freewheeled into the autumn night, her beautiful dark curls flying forward to frame her stricken face. She reached for me until the moment she stumbled down from the stairs and over her front walkway.

I kept my arm extended toward her, shocked by my own action. That, after having been so close to holding her, I’d actually let her go.

“Erik!” she shrieked. “Look out!”

But I’d already felt them. The return of the masks. The innumerable hands that gripped me and drew me backward, into the house that would forever hold me prisoner.

She charged up the porch steps, concern and terror twisting her no less lovely features.

Terror for the masks. And concern . . . for me.

Mercy. Could I believe what I was seeing? That she would again cross the threshold of this hated place, risk life and freedom to reenter its boundaries for my sake?

I kicked the door shut, blocking out the sight of that expression, so wrought with distress.

The realization that she cared what became of me, no matter in what capacity, coupled with the knowledge that I—some version of me—had done her harm, brought with it the return of the pain.

Awful and searing, it bloomed once again from the center of my chest. I cringed beneath my mask, grasping at the spot, as though that could do anything to lessen the ache while the masks dragged me backward.

My conversation with Rastin. My resolution to try to go so that she could stay . . .

My masks had borne witness to all of this. In the same way they had overhead Stephanie’s voice. The same way they had been present for all my interactions with her.

No doubt they had also relished her embrace.

They would set another trap. And keep setting them. Until they had what they wanted.

What I wanted.

But what I wanted was madness.

Madness . . .

Out of all my masks, he was the only one that floated. Like roiling clouds of smoke, his coal-colored silk robes swirled and wafted every which way, winding and unwinding about him.

He hovered above me now, twining the chandelier while Guile, Spite, Envy, Guilt, and Shame forced me down, struggling, to the floor, their collective laughter echoing in the cavernous space.

His whole visage, apart from the white and gold-filigreed three-faced mask itself, gave the impression of a blot of black ink that had been dropped into water. Through his nebulous form raged a lightning storm, jagged white illuminating the insides that, as was true in my instance, too, he did not possess.