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  1. Contents
  2. PART
  3. I
  4. ONE
  5. Stephanie
  6. TWO
  7. Zedok
  8. THREE
  9. Stephanie
  10. FOUR
  11. Zedok
  12. FIVE
  13. Stephanie
  14. SIX
  15. Zedok
  16. SEVEN
  17. Stephanie
  18. EIGHT
  19. Zedok
  20. NINE
  21. Stephanie
  22. TEN
  23. Zedok
  24. ELEVEN
  25. Stephanie
  26. TWELVE
  27. Zedok
  28. THIRTEEN
  29. Stephanie
  30. FOURTEEN
  31. Zedok
  32. FIFTEEN
  33. Stephanie
  34. SIXTEEN
  35. Zedok
  36. SEVENTEEN
  37. Stephanie
  38. EIGHTEEN
  39. Zedok
  40. NINETEEN
  41. Stephanie
  42. TWENTY
  43. Zedok
  44. TWENTY-ONE
  45. Stephanie
  46. TWENTY-TWO
  47. Zedok
  48. TWENTY-THREE
  49. Stephanie
  50. TWENTY-FOUR
  51. Zedok
  52. TWENTY-FIVE
  53. Stephanie
  54. TWENTY-SIX
  55. Zedok
  56. TWENTY-SEVEN
  57. Stephanie
  58. TWENTY-EIGHT
  59. Zedok
  60. TWENTY-NINE
  61. Stephanie
  62. THIRTY
  63. Zedok
  64. THIRTY-ONE
  65. Stephanie
  66. THIRTY-TWO
  67. Zedok
  68. THIRTY-THREE
  69. Stephanie
  70. THIRTY-FOUR
  71. Zedok
  72. THIRTY-FIVE
  73. Stephanie
  74. THIRTY-SIX
  75. Zedok
  76. THIRTY-SEVEN
  77. Stephanie
  78. THIRTY-EIGHT
  79. Zedok
  80. THIRTY-NINE
  81. Stephanie
  82. FORTY
  83. Zedok
  84. FORTY-ONE
  85. Stephanie
  86. FORTY-TWO
  87. Ze do k
  88. FORTY-THREE
  89. Stephanie
  90. FORTY-FOUR
  91. Zedok
  92. FORTY-FIVE
  93. Stephanie
  94. FORTY-SIX
  95. Zedok
  96. FORTY-SEVEN
  97. Stephanie
  98. FORTY-EIGHT
  99. Zedok
  100. FORTY-NINE
  101. Stephanie
  102. FIFTY
  103. Zedok
  104. FIFTY-ONE
  105. Stephanie
  106. PART
  107. II
  108. FIFTY-TWO
  109. Lucas
  110. FIFTY-THREE
  111. Zedok
  112. FIFTY-FOUR
  113. Stephanie
  114. FIFTY-FIVE
  115. Zedok
  116. FIFTY-SIX
  117. Lucas
  118. FIFTY-SEVEN
  119. Stephanie
  120. FIFTY-EIGHT
  121. Lucas
  122. FIFTY-NINE
  123. Zedok
  124. SIXTY
  125. Lucas
  126. SIXTY-ONE
  127. Stephanie
  128. SIXTY-TWO
  129. Lucas
  130. SIXTY-THREE
  131. Stephanie
  132. SIXTY-FOUR
  133. Lucas
  134. SIXTY-FIVE
  135. Stephanie
  136. SIXTY-SIX
  137. Zedok
  138. SIXTY-SEVEN
  139. Stephanie
  140. SIXTY-EIGHT
  141. Lucas
  142. SIXTY-NINE
  143. Stephanie
  144. SEVENTY
  145. Zedok
  146. SEVENTY-ONE
  147. Stephanie
  148. SEVENTY-TWO
  149. Zedok
  150. SEVENTY-THREE
  151. Stephanie
  152. SEVENTY-FOUR
  153. Lucas
  154. SEVENTY-FIVE
  155. Stephanie
  156. SEVENTY-SIX
  157. Zedok
  158. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  159. Lucas
  160. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  161. Stephanie
  162. SEVENTY-NINE
  163. Zedok
  164. EIGHTY
  165. Stephanie
  166. EIGTHY-ONE
  167. Lucas
  168. EIGHTY-TWO
  169. Stephanie
  170. EIGHTY-THREE
  171. Lucas
  172. EIGHTY-FOUR
  173. Erik
  174. EIGHTY-FIVE
  175. Lucas
  176. EPILOGUE
  177. Stephanie December Twenty-First
  178. Acknowledgments
  179. About the Author
  180. What’s next on your reading list?

She shook her head.

My frustration renewed, I took another step, more of her crayons cracking under the heel of my black riding boot. Stopping short, I bent to retrieve my mangled work.

“Your drawings. Shall I assume they are all of me?” I asked, and, this time, she nodded.

In response, I tore the papers into shreds and flung the scraps toward the room.

“There,” I growled as I swung to face her again. “Now do you understand?”

Charlie scurried to put the piano bench between us.

“You’re a bad man!” She gripped the bench, the fury in her voice scarcely contained.

“Yes,” I hissed back at her. “I am.”

Her body shaking, she actually chucked the two halves of her broken crayon my way.

The pieces bounced off me and tapped against the floor. I threw my cloak back, causing her to yelp and, like a frightened mouse, take refuge beneath the piano’s drop cloth.

The toe of one shoe still poked out from beneath, though, its smallness inciting me to once again check myself. For her terror did not serve my purpose. Not so much as her influence did. And, at this juncture, I needed more of the latter than I did the former.

“I suppose you do understand,” I muttered, more to myself. “In your own way.”

“I’m not scared of you.”

I curled one hand tight enough to cause the leather of my glove to creak. Then I released the clench, tucked my hands behind my back, and resolved to begin again. Why terrify Charlie outright when she herself could not bring about my goal of an empty house?

Things were not going as planned, though. Nearly a week had passed and no matter what proof her younger sister supplied, Stephanie refused to buy into even the possibility of my existence.

“I don’t need you to be frightened of me,” I told her.

“Good!” Again, this came from behind the cloth. “ ’Cause I’m not.”

“Then you won’t be averse to helping me.”

“Stephanie’s going to make you get lost.”

“That I am lost already is the issue at hand,” I said, pacing while I addressed the piano.

“Are you going to hurt us?”

I frowned, the question burning through the lingering scraps of my anger.

“It is not my wish to,” I admitted. “And that is why you, your father, and your sister must go.”

Charlie lifted the fabric, one eye peering out at me. “How did you get torn up?”

How to answer her? How to make a child understand when I still, even after all this time, did not fully grasp the particulars myself?

“Is your face torn up, too?” she pressed. “Is that why you wear a mask?”

The lights flickered, the bulb of a nearby work lamp dying with a soft pop. I sneered behind the mask that obscured the whole of my countenance, papery lips peeling back.

“Yesterday,” I said in an effort to steer both of us back on course, “you accompanied your father into the basement. You are not to go down there again. By yourself or otherwise. Do I make myself clear?”