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  1. Contents
  2. PART
  3. I
  4. ONE
  5. Stephanie
  6. TWO
  7. Zedok
  8. THREE
  9. Stephanie
  10. FOUR
  11. Zedok
  12. FIVE
  13. Stephanie
  14. SIX
  15. Zedok
  16. SEVEN
  17. Stephanie
  18. EIGHT
  19. Zedok
  20. NINE
  21. Stephanie
  22. TEN
  23. Zedok
  24. ELEVEN
  25. Stephanie
  26. TWELVE
  27. Zedok
  28. THIRTEEN
  29. Stephanie
  30. FOURTEEN
  31. Zedok
  32. FIFTEEN
  33. Stephanie
  34. SIXTEEN
  35. Zedok
  36. SEVENTEEN
  37. Stephanie
  38. EIGHTEEN
  39. Zedok
  40. NINETEEN
  41. Stephanie
  42. TWENTY
  43. Zedok
  44. TWENTY-ONE
  45. Stephanie
  46. TWENTY-TWO
  47. Zedok
  48. TWENTY-THREE
  49. Stephanie
  50. TWENTY-FOUR
  51. Zedok
  52. TWENTY-FIVE
  53. Stephanie
  54. TWENTY-SIX
  55. Zedok
  56. TWENTY-SEVEN
  57. Stephanie
  58. TWENTY-EIGHT
  59. Zedok
  60. TWENTY-NINE
  61. Stephanie
  62. THIRTY
  63. Zedok
  64. THIRTY-ONE
  65. Stephanie
  66. THIRTY-TWO
  67. Zedok
  68. THIRTY-THREE
  69. Stephanie
  70. THIRTY-FOUR
  71. Zedok
  72. THIRTY-FIVE
  73. Stephanie
  74. THIRTY-SIX
  75. Zedok
  76. THIRTY-SEVEN
  77. Stephanie
  78. THIRTY-EIGHT
  79. Zedok
  80. THIRTY-NINE
  81. Stephanie
  82. FORTY
  83. Zedok
  84. FORTY-ONE
  85. Stephanie
  86. FORTY-TWO
  87. Ze do k
  88. FORTY-THREE
  89. Stephanie
  90. FORTY-FOUR
  91. Zedok
  92. FORTY-FIVE
  93. Stephanie
  94. FORTY-SIX
  95. Zedok
  96. FORTY-SEVEN
  97. Stephanie
  98. FORTY-EIGHT
  99. Zedok
  100. FORTY-NINE
  101. Stephanie
  102. FIFTY
  103. Zedok
  104. FIFTY-ONE
  105. Stephanie
  106. PART
  107. II
  108. FIFTY-TWO
  109. Lucas
  110. FIFTY-THREE
  111. Zedok
  112. FIFTY-FOUR
  113. Stephanie
  114. FIFTY-FIVE
  115. Zedok
  116. FIFTY-SIX
  117. Lucas
  118. FIFTY-SEVEN
  119. Stephanie
  120. FIFTY-EIGHT
  121. Lucas
  122. FIFTY-NINE
  123. Zedok
  124. SIXTY
  125. Lucas
  126. SIXTY-ONE
  127. Stephanie
  128. SIXTY-TWO
  129. Lucas
  130. SIXTY-THREE
  131. Stephanie
  132. SIXTY-FOUR
  133. Lucas
  134. SIXTY-FIVE
  135. Stephanie
  136. SIXTY-SIX
  137. Zedok
  138. SIXTY-SEVEN
  139. Stephanie
  140. SIXTY-EIGHT
  141. Lucas
  142. SIXTY-NINE
  143. Stephanie
  144. SEVENTY
  145. Zedok
  146. SEVENTY-ONE
  147. Stephanie
  148. SEVENTY-TWO
  149. Zedok
  150. SEVENTY-THREE
  151. Stephanie
  152. SEVENTY-FOUR
  153. Lucas
  154. SEVENTY-FIVE
  155. Stephanie
  156. SEVENTY-SIX
  157. Zedok
  158. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  159. Lucas
  160. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  161. Stephanie
  162. SEVENTY-NINE
  163. Zedok
  164. EIGHTY
  165. Stephanie
  166. EIGTHY-ONE
  167. Lucas
  168. EIGHTY-TWO
  169. Stephanie
  170. EIGHTY-THREE
  171. Lucas
  172. EIGHTY-FOUR
  173. Erik
  174. EIGHTY-FIVE
  175. Lucas
  176. EPILOGUE
  177. Stephanie December Twenty-First
  178. Acknowledgments
  179. About the Author
  180. What’s next on your reading list?

Maybe I’d have friends who lived close enough to come to the party I’d already planned out in my head. One that would strategically place my tank-top- and booty-shorts-clad body next to Kyle’s muscled and tanned one.

Of course, it had also crossed my mind that Dad had picked this project to give Charlie and me a chance to actually get used to the taste of the tap water somewhere. Then again, he could just as easily have bought this thing purely on the grounds that it included an ancient, inoperative piano.

Because though Dad happened to be the most functional and pragmatic dad in the history of dad-dom, I happened to be the only one who understood that, deep down, he also sometimes wasn’t.

“Stephanie,” whispered Charlie. “I’m scared in here.”

Did she mean her room? Or the house.

I knew better than to ask.

Instead, I smoothed my brow and approached her with a smile. Charlie was right. There was something in this house. The same something we’d dragged with us to every house since leaving Syracuse. A ghost, I guess you could say.

The kind that lived in the heart, though.

“C’mon, you.” I handed over Checkers and hoisted my little sister into my arms. “Slumber party time. Just for tonight, though, okay?”

“ ’Kay,” she said, soft in my ear, though the tenseness in her tiny frame told me that she hadn’t been paying attention to my words. That, instead, as her focus remained trained on the doorway to her closet, her little girl’s mind fixated on the creature it had cooked up.

The imaginary, lights-for-eyes, dream-spying creeper she’d dubbed “Zedok.”

An entity whose appearance in our lives had, I was sure, little to do with the move and more to do with the fact that Charlie had reached an age where she was starting to notice what was missing.

Who was missing.

TWO

Zedok

Crayons littered the worn parquet floor in front of the parlor’s drop-cloth-covered piano.

My piano.

Charlie sat in their midst, coloring the sheet music she had discovered within the piano’s bench.

My music.

I approached with slow steps, my shadow enveloping her small form.

Charlie did not turn to peer back at me. She merely slowed her progress in obscuring my work with her own.

Somewhere above, on the second floor, a door slammed and a girl’s voice shouted about coffee, the smell of which filled the mansion to its brim.

The girls’ father, the estate’s new on-paper owner, a Mr. Richard Armand, barked a reply from his place in the nearby kitchen. Another upstairs door slammed. The sound of rushing water and the clanking of dishes followed.

For days, similar racket had floated through the walls of this house—the decayed living version—to mine. The preserved dead one.

Gritting my teeth, I told myself I was lucky to have a child as young as Charlie within my reach—a girl whose psyche, unlike her elder sister’s, had not yet been sealed by the rust of logic and reason.