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  1. Contents
  2. PART
  3. I
  4. ONE
  5. Stephanie
  6. TWO
  7. Zedok
  8. THREE
  9. Stephanie
  10. FOUR
  11. Zedok
  12. FIVE
  13. Stephanie
  14. SIX
  15. Zedok
  16. SEVEN
  17. Stephanie
  18. EIGHT
  19. Zedok
  20. NINE
  21. Stephanie
  22. TEN
  23. Zedok
  24. ELEVEN
  25. Stephanie
  26. TWELVE
  27. Zedok
  28. THIRTEEN
  29. Stephanie
  30. FOURTEEN
  31. Zedok
  32. FIFTEEN
  33. Stephanie
  34. SIXTEEN
  35. Zedok
  36. SEVENTEEN
  37. Stephanie
  38. EIGHTEEN
  39. Zedok
  40. NINETEEN
  41. Stephanie
  42. TWENTY
  43. Zedok
  44. TWENTY-ONE
  45. Stephanie
  46. TWENTY-TWO
  47. Zedok
  48. TWENTY-THREE
  49. Stephanie
  50. TWENTY-FOUR
  51. Zedok
  52. TWENTY-FIVE
  53. Stephanie
  54. TWENTY-SIX
  55. Zedok
  56. TWENTY-SEVEN
  57. Stephanie
  58. TWENTY-EIGHT
  59. Zedok
  60. TWENTY-NINE
  61. Stephanie
  62. THIRTY
  63. Zedok
  64. THIRTY-ONE
  65. Stephanie
  66. THIRTY-TWO
  67. Zedok
  68. THIRTY-THREE
  69. Stephanie
  70. THIRTY-FOUR
  71. Zedok
  72. THIRTY-FIVE
  73. Stephanie
  74. THIRTY-SIX
  75. Zedok
  76. THIRTY-SEVEN
  77. Stephanie
  78. THIRTY-EIGHT
  79. Zedok
  80. THIRTY-NINE
  81. Stephanie
  82. FORTY
  83. Zedok
  84. FORTY-ONE
  85. Stephanie
  86. FORTY-TWO
  87. Ze do k
  88. FORTY-THREE
  89. Stephanie
  90. FORTY-FOUR
  91. Zedok
  92. FORTY-FIVE
  93. Stephanie
  94. FORTY-SIX
  95. Zedok
  96. FORTY-SEVEN
  97. Stephanie
  98. FORTY-EIGHT
  99. Zedok
  100. FORTY-NINE
  101. Stephanie
  102. FIFTY
  103. Zedok
  104. FIFTY-ONE
  105. Stephanie
  106. PART
  107. II
  108. FIFTY-TWO
  109. Lucas
  110. FIFTY-THREE
  111. Zedok
  112. FIFTY-FOUR
  113. Stephanie
  114. FIFTY-FIVE
  115. Zedok
  116. FIFTY-SIX
  117. Lucas
  118. FIFTY-SEVEN
  119. Stephanie
  120. FIFTY-EIGHT
  121. Lucas
  122. FIFTY-NINE
  123. Zedok
  124. SIXTY
  125. Lucas
  126. SIXTY-ONE
  127. Stephanie
  128. SIXTY-TWO
  129. Lucas
  130. SIXTY-THREE
  131. Stephanie
  132. SIXTY-FOUR
  133. Lucas
  134. SIXTY-FIVE
  135. Stephanie
  136. SIXTY-SIX
  137. Zedok
  138. SIXTY-SEVEN
  139. Stephanie
  140. SIXTY-EIGHT
  141. Lucas
  142. SIXTY-NINE
  143. Stephanie
  144. SEVENTY
  145. Zedok
  146. SEVENTY-ONE
  147. Stephanie
  148. SEVENTY-TWO
  149. Zedok
  150. SEVENTY-THREE
  151. Stephanie
  152. SEVENTY-FOUR
  153. Lucas
  154. SEVENTY-FIVE
  155. Stephanie
  156. SEVENTY-SIX
  157. Zedok
  158. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  159. Lucas
  160. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  161. Stephanie
  162. SEVENTY-NINE
  163. Zedok
  164. EIGHTY
  165. Stephanie
  166. EIGTHY-ONE
  167. Lucas
  168. EIGHTY-TWO
  169. Stephanie
  170. EIGHTY-THREE
  171. Lucas
  172. EIGHTY-FOUR
  173. Erik
  174. EIGHTY-FIVE
  175. Lucas
  176. EPILOGUE
  177. Stephanie December Twenty-First
  178. Acknowledgments
  179. About the Author
  180. What’s next on your reading list?

Maybe the heat or cold of the attic had damaged the photo? Or maybe just time.

I rooted through the papers and, in addition to a faded ocean liner ticket from London, I found another small full-body photo—this one almost halfway blacked out.

A single figure—the same young man from the family photo, I guessed—posed as the portrait’s subject. He wore a long black dress coat open over a waistcoat. One hand held a violin. The other gripped its bow. Above that, the photo dissolved into the same blackness that had ruined the previous photo. Again, the blotching obscured the man’s face and head. All except for the very edge of his sleek and longish black hair.

My immediate guess was that he had to be the son of the couple. Which would make the little girl his sister. Could the family be the original owners of the house?

I looked up as a breeze rushed in through the window, sending a flutter of loose papers over the attic. In the distance, a rumble of thunder sounded.

“Great.” Dropping the photos, I hurried to the window and cranked it shut, eyeing the storm-darkened clouds above.

If Charlie woke and the power went out, she was going to lose her mind.

I made a beeline for my phone, but paused when my foot encountered one of the papers the sudden gale had sent scattering off a nearby desk.

Sheet music?

Bending, I plucked the yellowed paper from the floor. Then turned to find another pair of papers filled with more music, the notes of which had been etched onto the lines by hand.

No name or signature headed or footed any of the papers. Still, the romantic in me wanted to believe the long-gone mystery violin guy had been the composer. The paper felt and looked old enough, but the notes themselves gleamed crisp and fresh. I ran my thumb over a quarter note, causing a faint smudge that, if nothing else, proved the intricate piece to be unquestionably modern.

Forgetting my phone for a moment, I took to the task of gathering the other sheets. Though I told myself it was because the ballad was handwritten and therefore original and possibly one of a kind . . . I knew that wasn’t the real reason.

Mom. She was the true reason.

For the second time that day, a wave of crushing sadness washed over me. And there I went again, careening backward through the years until I was once more seated on a piano bench next to my mother, my small, Charlie-sized legs kicking in time with the metronome while Mama sang . . . and played.

That bench. It was a spot she and I shared well into the years my feet no longer dangled. And those were the years when I had done the singing.

That morning, it had been the memory of her music—something that I recalled now better even than her face—that had killed me.

Now? In this moment? It was the fact that Charlie would never have her turn on that seat.