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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

Louise pulled the kitchen stool to her and put her foot on it. She bunched her dress up to her thigh and bent down to tighten her shoelaces. She had to think. Mr. Bradlock played with the change in his pockets. She could see the squint of his watching so she pulled her dress back down.

“Who is going to marry you, Louise?” He had taken two quarters from his pocket and was rasping them together. She pulled the hair back from her face and stepped back from the stool. She dabbed at the corners of her mouth. He dropped his change and slapped his thigh.

“No one would have you,” he said. The room fell to silence.

“I’m going to get married,” she said again. He grinned to himself. He wiggled a little bit in his suit jacket and Louise felt a sickness crawl her chest. This old man in his baggy-butt trousers, his belly heavy with food even at four in the morning, this man older than her father was telling her no one wanted to marry her. He leaned up against the door frame and looked at his keys.

“I’m marrying Baptiste Yellow Knife,” she said, and the words gripped her, because she realized it was true. She would marry Baptiste Yellow Knife.

Mr. Bradlock placed his hand over his belt buckle and coughed. “Louise,” he said, “I’ve tried to save you.” He looked at the toes of his shoes and then out the window. He tugged his trousers up too high over his waist. He wouldn’t look at her. “Not worth the time,” he said. His face was white welted as if he had been cuffed by a hard fist. She had disappointed him. As he was leaving he stumbled on the doorjamb and pulled a handkerchief from his shirt pocket and waved it. He had surrendered to her.

Louise sat down and waited for her sister and her grandmother. Mr. Bradlock had not questioned her answer, had not pressed her any further to see if she was lying to him. He had accepted her answer with a sure and certain resignation, as if the thought of marrying Baptiste was too terrible to lie about. And now the idea of her marriage to Baptiste hovered around her. She would wait to tell her grandmother. She had yet to tell Baptiste.

When she entered the house, her grandmother did not ask Louise what happened. “You’re staying,” was all she said, and Louise nodded and smiled. Her sister came up behind her and whispered, “I thought you were a goner.”

“Maybe so,” Louise answered her.