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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

She slept so hard the palms of her hands felt weak. She heard wood crack, the brush of branches pushed aside. She sat up slowly, rubbing her left shoulder. She thought Florence was on her way up the hill but when she looked down she saw Baptiste Yellow Knife. She felt a blue lick of adrenaline skim her chest. He looked like he had a rough time reaching her, and he was drunk. His skin was oily with sweat and he had unbuttoned his shirt down to his belt line. His skin was shiny. His hair was dusty. He had a thick butcher knife strapped to his thigh with leather thongs and she thought for a moment he had stumbled on her by chance when he was out hunting. But she knew better. He had traveled miles from his mother’s house to find her. She felt uneasy. Baptiste Yellow Knife was another man when he was drinking. He smiled at her when he stood over her and she noticed that he was weaving. When Baptiste Yellow Knife got drunk he was mean. His teeth looked big. She noticed he had tattooed her name on his hand with indigo pen ink. The tattoo was large, in wide block letters, blue pigment staining his skin forever with her name. Louise tried to imagine Baptiste poking the ink-dipped needle into his brown hand again and again, ink pooling beneath his skin, her name sinking into his blood.

He sat down next to Louise on her blanket and for a moment she was glad for the company. But even her boredom did not make Baptiste Yellow Knife a welcome visitor when he’d been drinking. He didn’t speak to her and she didn’t speak to him. It occurred to her that Baptiste had ways of finding things out that had less to do with his mother’s medicine power and more to do with his desire. He had the clean whistling eyes of a screech owl. She believed he could look for her in darkness to hunt her out. She had trusted him to hide her from Charlie and now she wondered if he was expecting payment. She felt she had trusted him too much, because she couldn’t count on Baptiste to stay away from the bottle. Baptiste Yellow Knife could find her, because he had memorized the shape of her footsteps in weeds and tall grass. He knew the brush of her hands past the huckleberry bush and wild roses. He knew the way leaves turned as she passed them, the way her scent fused with spearmint and sage. He knew the sound of her breath and the sound the wind made as it passed around her. He could trace her because he wanted her. He could sniff her out.