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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

She wasn’t sure how long the car had been stopped. The car lights shined on her grandmother’s house and then the back door was opening and Grandma was reaching for her. Louise walked steadied between Charlie and her grandmother. Moon struck the pond, a dark ache of shine that made Louise stumble. “She’s more shook up than anything,” Charlie told her grandmother. Louise remembered how Charlie had stood for a moment at the door, turning his hard-billed hat in his hands. He almost looked sorry to Louise as if he had suddenly come to his senses and decided to be Indian. He didn’t stay long. When her grandmother started to unbutton Louise’s blouse he turned a shy face from them. He didn’t say good-bye before he left. He was there and then he was gone.

Her grandmother put a war-grass poultice on Louise’s arm and led her up near the cottonwoods. “I won’t let them take you again,” she said to Louise. Louise felt a rush of weakness in her shoulders, the backs of her legs. She fell asleep beneath the trees, hearing the cold, high river of wind above her. Her grandmother and her sister, Florence, slept beside her out under the stars and she stayed warm. When she woke in the squinting light of morning her grandmother and her sister were gone. She remembered the leaping deer, the strange girlish scream of the stranger. She was stung with the idea that he had probably died. The bruises on her arms were the color of huckleberry stains. She scratched her head, picked small clusters of glass from her scalp. In places, her hair was only bristles where glass had clipped her. She tapped a grit of dust above her left eye and found she was still bleeding. Her forearms were swelling but her grandmother’s poultice relieved the soreness.