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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

I flashed a light toward the fragile dust tracks and made my way to him. I opened the driver’s door, and the deer’s legs pulsed toward me, then stiffened. I pushed the deer back enough to clear a breathing way for the man’s struggling chest. I heard a thick gurgle and checked the man’s ears for bleeding, wiped the run of blood from his nose. He might have a chance. I looked around the car frame to see if there was some way I could wedge the deer out enough to release the man. But the only way out for the sorry bastard was some meat saws and a lot of good luck. His chest was already swelling with wounds.

“You got a long time coming,” I said. “Grab on.” The man snorted and then I heard the snoring rattle of blood when he passed out again. I ran back to check on Louise and radio the state patrol. It would be a long night. I opened the trunk and took out two heavy blankets. I tossed one on Louise and headed out to the field to wrap the man. I was hesitant about looking in on him again but I could hear the man’s breathing a ways away. I smoothed the blanket between the man and the deer and wondered about the man’s legs, how his blood flow was doing. The pulse of his neck was sure and even. I tapped the man’s cheeks. He was young, maybe had children. “What’s your name, sir?” I asked. He moaned and his head lolled forward. “What’s your name?” I said again. “I am Officer Kicking Woman,” I said to him, keeping my voice sure and even and wondering if my name alone might scare him. “Help’s on the way,” I said. I caught myself trying to smile reassuringly at him in the darkness. The man moaned almost a sigh and set his head back to rest on the seat. “Easy now,” I said. “I’ll be close by.”

I went back to my car, looking forward to waiting with Louise even if she was sleeping. Louise was down in the backseat. I could hear the shift of her breathing. Now and then she would wake herself snorting blood too. Her nose was swelling and I guessed the deer had slammed its skull to her face. I looked out the windows toward the quiet highway. The moon gave off enough light that the road seemed to shine. When the breeze picked up I could see the tall grass shining too. Moonlight glinted on the road signs. And sitting quiet beside that roadside, unmoving, the land seemed safe.