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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

“Didn’t take him long to sniff your trail,” Baptiste said. “He wants you.” Baptiste tapped her knee. She felt annoyed by him. She could see Charlie, how he circled the fields. They watched him for a long time and Louise yawned. She didn’t believe he was going to be close to them before darkness closed the valley, if he found their trail at all. She watched Charlie Kicking Woman stop. He stood still for a long time and then he was walking back toward her grandmother’s house.

“Cold,” Louise said. “You’re getting colder.”

Louise lay back in the grass. “If he’s looking for me,” she told Baptiste, “I don’t think he has a clue.” She was exhausted from running, tired of it all. The wind had picked up and the tall, sleepy grass swept over her. The powdered moon was almost invisible. She began wishing that Charlie Kicking Woman would just go away and not only because she didn’t want to be caught. She didn’t want to make a fool out of Charlie again. She had seen Charlie drinking coffee in the Perma store. He was sitting with a group of suyapis, all of them in their uniforms. State police officers and Charlie the Indian by himself. Louise had stopped just outside the screen door to listen to them. The white men were talking about Indians as if Charlie wasn’t an Indian, or maybe Charlie wasn’t a cop, or, worse yet, as if Charlie wasn’t even there. Louise had snuck up to the window to watch Charlie. Their conversation was loud. It wasn’t long before one of the white men stood up and put his hands on his hips. Charlie stood up then and put his hands on his hips too. He was nodding and laughing with those men like he had been places he’d never been. Charlie Kicking Woman began making fun of Indians himself when he looked up to see Louise. He had stopped talking then. He had taken off his hat and fumbled with some change in his pocket. He had shamed himself. Louise knew his shame. She had tried to pass herself off as white too many times so that she could spare herself ridicule and discomfort. She had denied her family and herself so she could have a drink with a white man. She didn’t know what would happen if Charlie did find them. Baptiste always seemed to get the better of Charlie. She didn’t want to be witness to Charlie’s redfaced fumbling again. It would be better for all of them if he didn’t find her.