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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

She put on her shoes and began walking the river line. The wind clicked the river bramble and skimmed over the water. She stood dazed for a moment, watching the flashing water rippling. She heard the snap of old branches, the slight slough of field grass, someone walking. She hunched behind a gray log. She put her head down and pulled her hair to one side. Louise knew they wouldn’t be coming for her for some time. Arliss and Mrs. Finger were too occupied with their own tough luck to think of her now. She took a long breath and let it out slowly.

Her grandmother had told her there were places along the river where water waited to be heard. River stories. They ice-fished the Flathead after her grandmother had made certain the ice was solid. She remembered the water gurgling in the steaming ice hole. And just before dusk a sound would wobble across the skim of ice, always a hard clattering like the river giving way, then a wire-pitched zinging close to her ears, a woman wailing. Her grandmother would smile then and tell them it was time to go. Louise would pitch the slick string of fish over her shoulder. Walking home Grandma would tell them it was the sound of Mali, the woman who fell into the river when Grandma was a girl herself. “Greedy,” Grandma would say, “trying to pick berries over the river’s edge.”

She always thought her grandmother had told her those stories to scare her from water. Last spring when the water was high and silt-brown, she had slipped beneath the swirling water to escape Charlie Kicking Woman and water had shut over her like a door to a dark room closing. Water tightened around her throat and pulled her downward and then up. She felt the arms of water, the sting of river sticks and stray branches. She fought the current but after a while she let the current carry her. She was lifted to the surface downstream. She had heard Charlie calling her but he had seemed far away. Sometimes before sleep she would remember the burning cold of the river. Thoughts of an old woman with sticklike fingers leaning over her. Now she sat still, listening. She had never expected the things her grandmother had told her would prove true.

She had the uneasy feeling that someone was watching her. She looked around carefully. She could feel her breath heavy in her throat so she closed her mouth. She waited. She waited a long time and when she was sure she had just scared herself she stood up.