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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

Louise had heard from Octave Good Wolf that Dolores was so sick she had collapsed in Mission before they sent her away. Dolores coughed up so much blood it was rumored Mrs. Moniker passed out at the sight of it. Stuffy Mrs. Moniker passed out in front of the Teepee Bar. There was so much blood, Octave said, the dogs licked at the spot for days. So much blood Octave’s mother told him to walk home on a different street.

“She’s afraid I’ll get it,” he said. “Tooberculosis.”

There were stories they put Dolores in bathtubs of ice to keep her blood slow, to keep her lungs from rupturing. In her sleep Louise would see Dolores in a long, white, porcelain tub of clear ice, Dolores’s head resting on the lip of the tub, the shaved crown of her scalp gray with cold. Dolores in a room without windows. Dolores with eyelashes so long she had curled them with a butter knife.

Louise would wake thinking of Dolores and the old white woman from Paradise who had put her newly dead husband in a tin tub of ice in the living room to save herself funeral costs. So many Indians Louise knew were being sent away to hospitals for TB. They disappeared and nobody ever visited them or came back with news of how they were. Her father’s new wife, Loretta, carried a picture of her sister Rosalie in her wallet. The photograph had been pushed and pulled in and out of Loretta’s wallet and touched so many times, you could hold it up to the window and see through the lines and cracks of its finish. It wasn’t an old picture but Rosalie looked far away, the way that people can look distant and dead in a photograph.

All the Indians began wondering why so many of them had the disease. Why so many of them were disappearing. Her grandmother thought they were all being killed off slowly. And there was evidence. Last month the health nurse had brought her grandmother a bottle of iodine and told her to put a drop of it in her drinking water each day. “It’s a good idea,” the nurse had said. “It will keep you healthy.” But her grandmother had looked at the skull and crossbones on the small green bottle.

“These people think we’re not smart,” her grandmother had said.