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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

I could see the surprise in Railer’s face, feel the burn of surprise in my own chest. I had stomped on the gas pedal instead of the brakes, a dumb grinning kid in a farm truck. The chain snapped, recoiled back to slam my hood. The flattened car spun around and around, a ton top squealing metal sparks. I could hear the jagged spin of it, see the man’s startled face quick and quick again, a mean carnival ride, a coyote trick. I felt the panic of hilarious laughter in my throat. Railer had jumped to the side to avoid being hit. The car stopped. I caught myself thinking the trapped man was laughing but I was slammed with the sound of his wailing cry. Railer took off his cap and threw it to the ground. And then Railer was at my side door, yelling, “You dumb prairie nigger,” he yelled. “Damn dumb prairie nigger.” My hands were shaking as Railer yanked me out of the car. I thought he was going to hit me but he just stood close to me, loose limbed, chest heaving. He put his hands to his hips and lifted his fingers to the man who had not taken his hands from the wheel of his car. It was suddenly quiet except for the man blubbering, his red face had turned white and puffy, his breath hoarse and heavy.

I stood stiff at attention, wishing Railer was still yelling at me. The man’s crying was unbearable, and I was responsible. We just stood there, Railer and me, caught up in our asinine plan with no more answers. Brute wind caught us up, rocked the car. We stood. Wind rushed at us, cracked the dry grass. I felt someone behind me. I looked at Railer but he was looking at the man, the wreck we had turned into a disaster. Railer was unaware that we had company but I knew. I crooked my neck, feeling the tight draw of muscles in my jaw. There on the hillside, big as life, big as a roadside warrior, a movie hero to the rescue, was my cousin Baptiste Yellow Knife on his faithful pony.

He sat straight in the saddle, a smirk on his face. He looked at me and held my gaze. I thought he was alone but when he shifted his shoulder I saw Louise on the back of the horse. At that moment she had never looked more beautiful. Yellow Knife dismounted. His horse was not even captured by a bit. He held the reins of the halter in his dark hands and without taking his eyes from mine reached up to help Louise down. I saw the shine of her long legs. Railer cleared his throat and I could see him looking at her, too, the trapped man forgotten.