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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

I’d been called in for an accident backup outside of Perma. A Studebaker had struck a guardrail post and flipped over on its top. Railer had made it to the scene first. I saw the red glare of his cherry light. It was early afternoon and the sun was beating off the bumper. The top of the car was almost flat. It was going to be rough, I thought. I stopped my car and reached for my flares.

“I got cones in the back of my vehicle,” Railer said. He was standing casually next to the wreck, his arm resting on the underside of the car like he was leaning on a fence, chatting with a neighbor. I detected a grim smile on his face and I thought he was a cruel bastard. I avoided looking at the vehicle upside down on the hot pavement. I had to steady myself. Railer got a kick out of me when I got sick by the roadside. He’d seen me more than once heaving my lunch into the weeds. And he feels free to comment on my predicaments. “See you had egg salad for lunch,” he would say, and his comments would make me sick all over again. I guess he thought he was funny. He’s a sick SOB. I took some deep breaths. “Try the trunk,” he says to me. I grabbed the keys from the ignition. I saw a magpie flutter to a fence post, the sky was the blue of blue veins, the blue of a white man’s eyes. I could smell hot road tar and a faint whiff of wild rose. I wanted to be out in that field. I felt a particular swell of lonesome. Since I began working for law enforcement I saw the landscape differently, littered with glittering chrome, beads of broken turn signals, busted headlamps silver in sunlight, steering wheels teetering from the high branches of a tree, hub screws, baby bottles, schoolchildren’s notebook papers, lipstick holders, car registrations, love letters. We found them all. The miles were haunted. I rubbed my neck and grabbed the cones. Railer was squinting at me. I heard then the high, shrill voice of a man. “Get me out of here,” he screamed. Railer hunched down by the car door and grinned into a few inches of squashed window. I dropped the cones quickly, almost relieved. I could see the red face of a white man. His tie fluttered with his breath when he spoke, spitting directions at us. I surveyed the door.

“Are you feeling any pain?” I asked the man as I crowded next to Railer and checked the door.