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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

Everything smelled good near his house. Spearmint and anise cradled deep pockets of grass. Even the fodder smelled good. The sweet, blood smells of farming were heat in her lungs. And all these smells and all the things around his place became a part of him, a part of a new life she imagined. She lay down in the cool grass to listen to him moving beneath stars. Irrigation pipes were throats on his back singing with wind. Sometimes she would hear him singing too. He would strum his guitar, sing mournfully about women and cows.

She had seen him buying oatmeal and mousetraps in Malick’s store. Jules Bart had long-fingered, rein-bitten hands, and the bills looked small in his palms. As he leaned up against the counter she could see the boots he wore, golden leather roses on powdered elk skin. She had seen the same boots in the store catalog, but she had never seen anyone wearing them or anything like them. They were fancy riding boots that called attention to a man, and she imagined he’d have to be a fighting man to wear them. But Louise couldn’t tell what type of man Jules Bart was. He was a man people liked to talk about but didn’t seem to know. Louise had watched Jules Bart leaving the store. Sunlight was rose colored and changed his skin to a shade near her own. She turned to Mr. Malick, feeling the heat rise to her face. She wondered if Jules Bart was aware she had been watching him that summer. She had learned that secrets were rare in small towns on the reservation. Everyone knew your business.

“Works out by your grandma’s place,” Mr. Malick had said, and Mr. Malick had puffed up proud to tell her that Jules Bart was a champion rodeo roper as if he himself claimed the honor. “Who doesn’t know that?” Louise had said, and then felt ashamed of herself.

That same week she saw Jules Bart again sitting on the tailgate of Eddie Taylor’s pickup eating a sandwich and wearing a different pair of boots. She walked past him, kicking the warm dust with bare feet. She crossed the street, pretending to be going to the Dixon Bar, but the nearness of him made her feel awkward. Who cares if he’s here, she told herself. Her knees hit together so she swung her arms more. She coughed, cuffing her hands together. She looked at him once and pretended to be looking somewhere else, because he wasn’t looking back at her.