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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

When I opened the door Louise bolted. I saw her run past Sister Simon. She was barefoot, and my first instinct was to chase her. She ran so fast she was gone before I knew it. I stood for a while watching the empty stairwell. I’m not sure what I was thinking at first, not thinking at all, I guess, though I remember I could not shake the image of Louise running from that room. I had expected only to see a dead girl. It never occurred to me that the nuns would lock Louise back up in the room with Ernestine after they had found Ernestine dead. I removed my hat to enter the room.

There was a smell in the room, the familiar smell of death again, too sweet, not like flowers, more like potatoes, frozen potatoes, the kind we used to eat when there was nothing else to eat. Ernestine Chief Spear was captured in a knot of sheets. Old sheets strangled her arms, wrapped her ankles, bound her so tight the rigid arch of her back suggested a struggle to free herself from the grip of the sheets rather than the struggle to regain her breath. Her hair was dry and snarled. A small froth, like egg whites, beaded her mouth. Her eyes were open, clean as glass. I felt a flutter in my chest and I swallowed hard. My mouth was thick with saliva. My chest was tight. I turned back to Sister Simon. She was still standing in the doorway with her hands folded in front of her. Her black habit was chalk stained. I expected her to be praying, but she was looking at me like I was supposed to clean up the mess instead of investigate.

“You locked Louise back up in here with her?” I said, turning again toward Ernestine. Sister Simon was calm and justified. “We didn’t want her out in the halls,” she said. “We didn’t want her to scare the others.” I nodded, knowing cruelty would never be a crime around here.

I checked the room to distract myself. The lamp by the bedside had been broken. There was no other source of light in the room except the window, and it had been partially boarded; a bad jail for a grown man let alone two girls in the throes of puberty. It had been dark in here all night. Kick marks marred the bottom of the door and the shellac had been scratched off. Louise. Places in the wall clawed. Bloodstains. I looked away. “You must have heard something,” I said, “the door banging?”

“Nothing,” she said. “If the students heard anything, they haven’t said.”