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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

It is summer. The sun so hot and dry he hears the green whisper of leaves. Baptiste runs to Louise. He lifts her tight in his arms, so tight the back of her skirt hikes up to her panties. He spins her around. They are laughing.

“I didn’t think you would find me,” she says. As they kiss Baptiste strokes Louise’s hair and holds it back from her face. The wind blows hard.

He sees the pale, yellow car pull over. The car is stopping for Louise. Louise lifts her hand to Baptiste but he doesn’t wave back to her. “Don’t go, Louise,” he calls. “Please,” he yells. He is pleading. “Don’t leave, Louise.” He sees her duck her head to enter the car. He knows if she leaves him she will not return. “Please, no,” he says. He hears the dry rustle of wind through grass and turns to see that Louise is still standing beside him.

Louise is entering the dance arena. Her hair is wrapped in otter skins and she begins to dance. She is turning in the dance. She is turning toward Baptiste. The drumbeat is the sound of her fast heart, but she dances slowly, slowly toward him. And she is so beautiful the sun blushes behind her, touches the crown of her sleek braided hair. Blue beads glitter on her shoulders. Dance, he whispers to her, don’t stop dancing.

Light was a presence. Light filtered through horsehair blankets covering his face. Light touched his eyelids and he didn’t open his eyes at first. He felt heat in his lungs, a hard-run heat. His heart was slow. For a moment Baptiste thought he might be dying. He opened his eyes to witness the room lighting up slowly, becoming sky, changing in the way a tarp darkens slowly when touched by water, light penetrating the room like a cool shadow. Baptiste could only find comparisons in darkness, things turning dark, things surrendering light to understand the white light that was entering the room.