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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

“I’m no good,” he said. “I’m sorry.” He nodded down to the tracks below. I grabbed a first aid kit from under the seat and blankets from the trunk. I tossed a blanket to Bart and I headed down the steep embankment. And then I was falling. I felt the sharp bite split the leg of my pants, a rock bruise. I cussed and then pulled myself up. The car was on its top on the railroad tracks and I was worrying about a scratch on my leg.

I looked at my watch. I would have to cancel the train from Pend d’Oreille. One headlight of the car cast its long light down the length of the tracks. I could see the light from the car’s dashboard, pink and green, almost pretty. I heard music, the soft sound of the radio playing a tune I had not heard before. I wanted to stop, listen hard enough to identify the melody. Stoner lay next to the Buick. He held his ears from the cold. I wrapped the blanket around his shoulders. His cheeks were flaming red and circled white. Frostbite was near him. “Pull that up over your head,” I told him. I could see the car was unsteady beside him, pitched on its side on the track edge.

“She’s over there,” he said with such a grimace he looked to be grinning.

“I’ve got to make a call,” I told him. “The train’s still coming. I’ve got to stop it.” Stoner tried to lift himself up from the tracks like I meant “this very moment.” He looked down the rails both ways.

“I’m glad it’s you,” he said. I didn’t talk. I knew his statement was the voice of implication, not flattery. I scrambled up to the car and radioed to stop the train. It was almost one in the morning. Then I headed back down to Stoner to survey the damage. “She’s over there,” he said. He grabbed my arm. “Let her die,” he said. “She knows too much.” I shined my flashlight on a form. They had covered her with a blanket, a blue Pendleton blanket with a red border. I shined my flashlight on the woman, steadily, carefully, because the new dead hold fragile information.

I saw what I did not expect to see. I saw the sweep of an arm beneath the blanket. I saw the flutter of her fingers. Then I saw breath. The halo of labored breath rising from the blanket. Beads of frozen breath collected on top of the blue blanket, small silver drops. I thought. Or maybe I didn’t think. They had left her to die in the brutal snow. The woman lay parallel to the railroad tracks. I looked at Stoner. He had turned his back to me. I could not see his face but in the darkness I heard the crack of his smile.