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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

She looked off the road into the snowbound fields, into the swirled trick of hills where she could sink to her thighs in a drift. She decided she wouldn’t run from Harvey Stoner. She was smarter than him. She would not run from anybody. It was dark on the road, though in some places she walked through the spare breath of clouds as if she were hidden in a strange light. Harvey Stoner might not see her. She could be a ghost in the murky light. But as his car entered the road mist she lit up, glowed like an apparition. She could see the light her hands gave off. She echoed with light, and Stoner slowed his car and turned out on the shoulder. She would not give herself away. He would never know he frightened her.

“You owe me,” she said. She tried to smile at him. The corner of her mouth twitched. She held her hands cupped over her ribs to steady her quaking stomach and bent down just enough to see him. She did not walk over to him. She stayed to her side of the road. In the sifting haze of his car lights she saw the rainbow skim of ice on the highway. No one else was on the road. She knew Baptiste was dead or he would save her from Harvey Stoner. She was on her own.

She squinted into the light. Harvey looked down as if he was ashamed to be seen. She saw the thin fringe of his eyebrows frowning. “You shouldn’t be out here,” he said. “I’ll take you home.”

The passenger door opened and she saw Jules Bart grinning. He couldn’t have jumped out at her and made her heart pound any faster. Jules Bart and Harvey Stoner together was a wrong sight from the start. She felt it before she could reason it, knew that they had plans for her. She didn’t believe Jules Bart would harm her on his own, or he would have acted by now. But Jules Bart and Harvey Stoner together bred a different man. Stoner had the money to manipulate a man in Jules Bart’s situation.

Harvey Stoner had his own reasons for desiring her silence. She used to think Harvey wanted to make sure at any cost that Emma Stoner never found out about their affair, but Louise had begun to see that everything Harvey Stoner needed had suddenly become invested in her. His desire endangered her. There was something these two men wanted from her. She would run. She imagined long-legged Jules Bart running over the top of her like a horse over a bunny. Her only defense was ignorance. Ignorance would save her.

“Two handsome men,” she said. “I must have died.”