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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

Louise couldn’t bear up under the weight of all that would follow the death of her sister. She knew the family was preparing to gather for the wake, the long procession of aunties and uncles, cousins and distant relations. Charlie Kicking Woman had suggested they take Florence to Ferron’s Funeral Home in Mission to prepare her body for the wake. Grandma had resisted the idea. Grandma said she didn’t want to be apart from Florence, didn’t want Florence to be alone in the cold funeral home far from her. Charlie had listened to her grandmother with his hat in his hands, nodding carefully, the patter of river water dripping from his trousers. Finally Grandma released the body to Charlie’s care. And Louise wondered if her grandmother had only said yes to spare Charlie’s pride. But Louise recognized her grandmother was grief-weary. She had prepared too many of her loved ones for burial. She had grown old with death.

Louise watched as Charlie Kicking Woman placed the body of her sister in the back of his car and covered her with a blanket. She saw her sister’s brown hands, unmoving, and tried to imagine Florence stopped. Forever stopped. As Charlie closed the door on the image of her quiet sister she knew he was closing the door on one of the last memories she would hold of Florence, and without her forever, a rush of memories tapped at Louise, brief as summer rain. Florence smiling. Florence reaching toward the winter-blue sky. Florence in the August fields. Florence dressed in beaded buckskin, turning slowly. Ready to dance.

Charlie pulled onto the highway and Louise saw the sun for one brilliant moment glinting on his windshield, forever summer for her sister now. Florence had passed away. Passed away like a car going in the direction Louise was not going, geese across the dark night sky traveling to a safer place, wheels turning wind, and then the wake of silence.

Jules Bart stood tall beside her, handsome. She had not noticed before how his eyes were the mint-green color of summer. When she took his arm she smelled the sweet sweat of horse near his throat.