Back Perma Red
Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

“They’re convinced she’s alive down there.” He kept looking at me and I began to think he was believing it too. He pointed to a group of men I had known for years, both Indian and white men standing on the old Perma Bridge. I saw Sam White Elk then, standing up near the road with his back to the river, turning the straw hat he held in his hands. “Have a look yourself,” Bradlock said. I put my hand over my mouth, listening. “She’s out there, standing. Her eyes are open. They think,” he began, looking back at Grandma Magpie and Louise, “it’s just the current holding her, I know, but her arms are moving back and forth like ….” and he looked away from me when he said this and stopped talking.

“What?” I said. It seemed too long a while before he answered me back.

“… like she’s gesturing for someone to save her.” He leaned closer and whispered to me then, “And the Indians aren’t the only ones believing this.” I was confused. I wanted to go to Louise but recognized it was not my place to be beside her. Sam White Elk had made his way to the middle of the bridge. He had bent over and cupped his hands to his knees, staring into the water. He looked as if someone had just knocked the wind out of him. Some of the men had straddled the railing on the bridge. Others were just peering over the side. Some of the old ranchers had taken off their cowboy hats and I understood this was their small way of showing respect. Ordinarily the death of an Indian, even an Indian child, would have gone unnoticed by the whites, but this death had caught everyone up. I knew this would be a story even the old ranchers would be telling for years, not a ghost story or an eerie story, but an inexplicable story turned sideways, almost funny, so it could be dismissed. I joined the men on the bridge with a burdened heart.