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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

Louise imagined Baptiste finding her coat. She allowed herself to think he was feeling bad he had left her alone. She imagined Baptiste looking out the small window of his room, looking for any other sign she may have left behind. She imagined he was running the dry fields toward her grandmother’s house. He was running through waist-high weeds. He was running on hard stones. He was coming for her. She would teach Baptiste Yellow Knife that she was not one to be left alone.

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She saw Harvey Stoner at the counter of Malick’s and as she approached him he glanced back at her and leaned over the counter.

“Bull Durham,” he said. She wanted to turn around to see him purchase the tobacco but she didn’t even glance his way. She had seen him before. She could feel his attention on the backs of her legs, the curve of her buttocks, and she liked his attentions. He was watching her, stiff-eyes forward, the see-all watch that suggested indifference but Louise knew better. She lifted a can of peas from the high shelf and flexed the calves of her legs. She paused in her reach. When he turned her way pretending not to be looking she licked her finger and slowly wiped the dust off the silver top of the can.

She had known about Harvey Stoner for years but he was only beginning to notice her. He tapped his storebought cigarettes on his silver case when she passed him, or he’d put his hands on his hips and look off beyond her like he didn’t know she existed. Small things overdone. Maybe a glance her way as he lifted his car hood, his eyes on her in the rearview mirror as he pulled out of the churchyard. She could feel him like heat. Harvey Stoner. He was forty-eight years old. A Caucasian and a rich man in Dixon. Everyone said he had made something of himself. He drove fifty-seven miles to Missoula every day on government business. He lived on the reservation because he wanted to, because of the wide-open land. He drove big cars through all the small towns that Louise had spent hours walking to. The miles were easy for Harvey Stoner. There was no distance he couldn’t cross, no place he wasn’t welcome. She thought of Baptiste, how he could make himself welcome, too, with his fist and his hard words rinsed by alcohol.