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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

It was cold and dim inside, as gloomy as a tomb. Daylight struggled through the stained-glass window behind the altar – wine-red and bottle-green. We shuffled into our pew near the front. I hadn’t been to church for ages – not since before Mutti was taken away – and the familiar smells swirled around me like the rising tide: old hymn books, cold stone, dust and candle wax. The air was heavy with stillness and quiet prayer.

The church filled up quickly – the whole village was there, I think. Someone started playing the church organ, and I was relieved; the quiet, respectful muttering was starting to make me nervous. My best dress was not warm enough for the chill of the church, and I found that I was somehow shivering and sweating at the same time. My fingertips had gone all pale and waxy, as if I didn’t have enough warm blood in my veins to reach them. I didn’t want to look at poor Sam Bright’s coffin. It was so close to me that I could almost have reached out and touched the newly hewn wood. I kept thinking that it could so easily have been my sister in there.

I made myself fold my hands in my lap and I looked up into the vault above us. I thought, as I had many times before, that it looked exactly like the upside-down hull of a ship. Perhaps Noah’s ark had capsized and we were all the poor creatures drowning in the flood.

Then the vicar walked up the central aisle and stood in front of the altar. The organ stopped and we all stood up. There was a moment of silence. The vicar spread his hands and opened his mouth to welcome us, but he didn’t say anything – he just stared at the back of the church, his mouth a perfect O. The entire congregation turned around to see what had taken the vicar by surprise.

A man had come through the church door. He walked up the aisle towards us, starched and upright in a patched old suit and boots that shone like black mirrors. It was Spooky Joe. What was he doing here?

He must have attempted to tame his wild white hair; it looked exactly like the combed clouds in the sky outside. He nodded stiffly to a couple of people as he walked in, his jaw set tight and serious. The muttering began again, but it was a different sort of muttering now.

He sat down on the other side of the aisle, just behind the Brights, and stared straight ahead. Then he nodded slightly to the vicar – just a downward shift of his mouth and a dipping of his hooded eyelids – and the service began.