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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

‘Perhaps it fell out,’ I said, aware that my voice sounded stone-cold, and I didn’t know if it was because I was so angry with her, or if it was because I was lying. ‘It probably fell out as we were going down the tunnel.’ And you didn’t notice, I wanted to add, because you were so bewitched by Michael blooming Baron. My hand closed guiltily around the paper in my pocket, crushing it into a ball.

It was a strange, silent walk back up to the Castle. I couldn’t bring myself to say anything to Mags at all, and, for the rest of the day, I could barely even look her in the face. Anger, doubt and suspicion were billowing in my mind like storm clouds.

When I came down to breakfast the next morning, there was a letter from Mutti waiting on the kitchen table. Pa must have just opened it, and was staring at it as if it had bitten him.

‘Can I read it?’ I asked.

Pa took a breath, and then nodded. ‘Of course, Pet – it’s to all of us.’

‘I’ll read it out loud,’ Mags said, appearing from behind me and snatching it out of my hand. I hated it when she did her Big Sister act. On top of everything else that had happened recently, it made me feel like giving her an almighty shove, but Pa looked upset enough already, so I just shot her one of my foulest looks and went to sit at the other end of the table.

I tried to push all the terrible thoughts to one side and listened.

‘Dearest Fred, Mags and Pet,

‘My darlings, I have been told that once a week I may write to you. I have been given this paper and told that I might write, but I am not allowed to write very much, so I shall (from now) try not to waste any words! I am well. It is quite comfortable here and clean enough, and the food is not too bad, but I am missing eating our home-grown vegetables. There are lots of people here who are kind and someone even shared a piece of chocolate with me yesterday. I have met a lady who is from Munich, near where I grew up. It has been very pleasant to speak in German for the first time in so long.

‘There is a police inspector investigating the diagrams they showed me in court. He has been here to see me. He is a very nice man, and also clever. He may come to see you all at the Castle, so please do be helpful, but remember that I have told him everything he needs to know.’

At this point, Mags’s brow furrowed. ‘What does that mean?’

She looked down again and read on.