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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

Sleeping was like falling into a series of shallow black holes; I woke over and over again, yanked up into consciousness by the wind tearing at the tiles on the roof, or the blast of waves pounding into the cliff face below my bed. When I was awake, I thought about the faces of the people who had turned against Mutti in the courtroom – people who needed her to be the enemy so that they could do something with all that anger and fear and hate they had inside. I thought about the Nazis creeping closer and closer to us through the darkness; I thought about a U-boat hanging there in the murky-green gloom, far below the churning surface of the Channel. All through that long, stormy, miserable night, visions of the Wyrm writhed wildly in my mind.

‘Are you all right, Pet? Pet?’

My sister’s voice. Her hand on my shoulder, shaking me awake.

It’s not real, then – the sea-dragon squeezing and scraping its way up the lighthouse steps, the hiss of its rotten-fish breath, hungry jaws filled with row after row of teeth . . . I don’t have to hide any more – it’s not coming for me. It’s not real . . .

‘Pet!’

‘Uh?’ My breathing was quick, dizzy. My pillow felt wet under my cheek.

‘I think you were having that nightmare, Pet. That one you used to have when you were little. You were sort of . . .’

‘I was what?’

‘Whimpering.’

I sat up in bed. Our room was still dark, the ugly blackout curtains drawn tightly together. ‘Is it morning?’

‘It’s early. Five o’clock, I think.’

‘Did I wake you?’

‘I was awake anyway.’

I squinted at the dim outline of my sister. ‘Are you dressed, Mags?’ She didn’t appear to be wearing her usual striped pyjamas.

‘Yes. I’m going out. I’ve had an idea.’

‘What?’

‘If Mutti didn’t do those drawings,’ she whispered, ‘then someone else did. And if we can find out who the real spy is, we’ll be able to prove Mutti is innocent. Come with me, Pet.’

I sat there in the darkness. The last of the storm was over us now, and rain spattered rhythmically on the window.

‘Right now?’ My nightmare had left me shaken and frightened – I didn’t think I’d be able to move.

But Mags was not afraid at all. ‘Come on, Petra,’ she said. ‘For Mutti.’