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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

I sighed and put my pencil down. ‘But if you don’t know who he is, why did Pa wave at him?’

Mutti said nothing. She was sketching a cloud, shading and shading its full, grey shape until it looked as if it were about to burst with rain.

‘And wasn’t he the man who was so horrible to you in the bakery? You said he had lost his brother in the Great War. You knew him.’

‘Please, Pet,’ Mutti said. ‘Can we talk about this another time? I have so much on my mind today.’ Her fingers tightened on the pencil and the cloud grew darker.

Barnaby the cat prowled into the lantern room then – the lion of our lighthouse. He trotted towards me, leapt on to my lap and patted my pencil with a huge fluffy paw. Then he sniffed at my sketchbook, and lay down on it, his big soft belly eclipsing my scribble. I sighed and gave up.

Mutti looked at me, then turned back to her raincloud. ‘Everything has a song, Pet,’ she said. ‘If you listen carefully to the song of something as you are drawing, it will help you to capture its soul.’

I listened, trying to let go of all my questions for Mutti’s sake, trying to hear the song of the sea. The sea has many different songs, I thought. There are days when its song could be played upon a harp, but on this day it would have been something much more solemn: a slowly-bowed cello, perhaps. The water was like mercury – heavy and quivering.

I was starting to understand what Mutti meant, but I still couldn’t draw it.

Then there was a high, whistling noise from the speaking tube, and Mutti leapt up. Barnaby leapt up too, digging his claws into my legs as he flew from my lap and disappeared down the stairs. My sketchbook and pencil clattered to the floor.

The speaking tube is a long hose that goes between the lantern room and the kitchen below. Mutti removed the whistle from the brass end of the tube, and put it to her mouth. ‘I’m here,’ she said. ‘Is there any news? Has it arrived?’

It must have been Pa, down in the kitchen. We usually used the speaking tube to tell Pa that dinner was ready, or he might use it to ask us to bring him up a cup of tea. This conversation sounded a lot more serious.

‘When?’ Mutti asked, and pressed the brass piece to her ear once more. The long, white hose wriggled and shook in her hand.

‘But that’s so soon,’ she said, and she sank back into her chair. ‘That’s the day after tomorrow.’

‘What is, Mutti? What’s the day after tomorrow?’

But she was listening to Pa. Eventually, she fixed the whistle back into the brass mouthpiece with shaking hands.