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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

Mags nodded and sniffed, wiping her eyes with her sleeve. ‘And that’s Mrs Fisher, isn’t it?’

‘Yes, I think so. She always wore that awful hat.’

‘Who’s that?’ She pointed at the fair-haired man with the little beard.

‘No idea – I’ve never seen him before,’ I said. ‘A friend of Pa’s? A relation we’ve never met?’

We looked at the picture together for a while.

Then Mags said what we were both thinking: ‘There’s no other family there.’

‘No.’

I looked at my young father’s eyes, and I realized that there had always been something sad in them, something haunted, even when he was smiling. He had carried some kind of secret grief around with him every single day – right up until the last time we said goodbye.

‘I found it in the cellar,’ I said. ‘Why do you think they put it down there?’

She shrugged. ‘Because it should be happy picture, but for some reason it feels like a sad one.’

‘Yes.’ That was what I thought too. I considered how people always thought of wedding days as such joyful occasions, and how romantic stories always ended with the couple getting married and living happily ever after . . .

‘Do you think you’ll ever get married, Mags?’

I was expecting some sort of jokey, scoffing response – perhaps even an ‘over my dead body’ – but instead, my sister shrugged silently and stared out towards the sea through the cave’s gloomy grey eyes.

Had I said something wrong? There was a wall between us again.

I got up and tidied away the buttery bits of paper from the sandwiches. When I turned around, I saw that my sister had curled up on her bed and closed her eyes. She must have been very tired. I pulled one of the blankets over her gently and went to sit at the front of the cave, peering out at the world that lay beyond.

I felt close to Pa here, looking out over the wind-glazed waves. He was part of the sea he loved. He was in the water and the wind. I imagined his voice telling us stories of shipwrecks and sea monsters, the legend of the Wyrm and the Stones . . .