Back On the Ropes
Chapters (85)
  1. Dedication
  2. A Quick Note from Kathryn
  3. 1. Dean
  4. Dean
  5. 2. Tabitha
  6. Tabitha
  7. 3. Dean
  8. Dean
  9. 4. Tabitha
  10. Tabitha
  11. 5. Dean
  12. Dean
  13. 6. Tabitha
  14. Tabitha
  15. 7. Dean
  16. Dean
  17. 8. Dean
  18. Dean
  19. 9. Tabitha
  20. Tabitha
  21. 10. Dean
  22. Dean
  23. 11. Tabitha
  24. Tabitha
  25. 12. Tabitha
  26. Tabitha
  27. 13. Dean
  28. Dean
  29. 14. Dean
  30. Dean
  31. 15. Tabitha
  32. Tabitha
  33. 16. Tabitha
  34. Tabitha
  35. 17. Dean
  36. Dean
  37. 18. Dean
  38. Dean
  39. 19. Dean
  40. Dean
  41. 20. Tabitha
  42. Tabitha
  43. 21. Dean
  44. Dean
  45. 22. Tabitha
  46. Tabitha
  47. 23. Dean
  48. Dean
  49. 24. Tabitha
  50. Tabitha
  51. 25. Dean
  52. Dean
  53. 26. Tabitha
  54. Tabitha
  55. 27. Dean
  56. Dean
  57. 28. Tabitha
  58. Tabitha
  59. 29. Dean
  60. Dean
  61. 30. Tabitha
  62. Tabitha
  63. 31. Tabitha
  64. Tabitha
  65. 32. Dean
  66. Dean
  67. 33. Tabitha
  68. Tabitha
  69. 34. Dean
  70. Dean
  71. 35. Dean
  72. Dean
  73. 36. Tabitha
  74. Tabitha
  75. 37. Tabitha
  76. Tabitha
  77. 38. Dean
  78. Dean
  79. Epilogue
  80. WANT MORE DEAN AND TABITHA?
  81. A Note from the Author
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. Hang Out With Kathryn!
  84. About Kathryn
  85. Books By Kathryn

The shutter went click. I checked the digital screen to see how the first one came out. I’d caught all three of them mid-laugh.

My heart swelled at the image, stirring up my jumbled thoughts from earlier. It was like my brain was now refusing to acknowledge the boundary I’d carefully constructed after I moved away.

Alexis and Eric were definitely a story—two people who fell in love in college while bonding over their commitment to public service. Teachers who fought for their students, who listened to their needs and met them without judgment. They marched and protested, did park cleanups, and led voter registrations. And every year, on June first, my sister had rainbow-colored cupcakes delivered to whatever random address I was staying in.

For a person who valued the joy of community so much, I sure was missing a lot of it here.

“How does it look?” Alexis asked.

I grinned through the tight grip on my throat and passed her the camera. She and Eric lit up when they saw it. Juliet was less impressed and eagerly went back to her coloring.

“Pop-Pop says you take pictures as your job,” she said, her little face screwed up in concentration.

“That’s a pretty good explanation,” I said. “I take lots of pictures, but mostly I take videos and make little movies for people to watch.”

That got her attention. “Can I make a movie?”

I slid out my phone and turned the video function on. “Anyone can make a movie. I bet your dad can help you. Go for it.”

The expression she wore waving my phone around had my sister and me exchanging a look of surprised happiness.

“You might have a little director on your hands,” I mock-whispered.

“I’d be okay with that,” she replied.

Juliet pointed the phone at me. I waved and blew a kiss for the camera. “If you want, you can ask me questions. That’s how I start making my movies.”

“Okay,” she said, very seriously. “Do you miss me when you leave?”

“Every single day.”

“Can I still call you when you leave again like we did before?” she asked.

“You can call me anytime,” I said. “I promise.”

She was zooming all over. I couldn’t contain my smile, watching her work, the astonishment radiating from her movements. It was an astonishment that I recognized.

“Do you have friends?” she asked.

I smothered a giggle. “I do have friends. Your mom and dad are my best friends.”

“But when you go away and leave us, I mean?”

“Wow,” Eric said. “No more softball questions for you, Aunty Tabby.”

I snorted and said, “Of course I have friends. I meet people everywhere I go.”

Which was objectively true. The contact list on my phone was filled with friends I’d made during my travels and random temporary roommates and people I’d dated. But I hadn’t spoken to any of them since coming home.