Back On the Ropes
Chapters (85)
  1. Dedication
  2. A Quick Note from Kathryn
  3. 1. Dean
  4. Dean
  5. 2. Tabitha
  6. Tabitha
  7. 3. Dean
  8. Dean
  9. 4. Tabitha
  10. Tabitha
  11. 5. Dean
  12. Dean
  13. 6. Tabitha
  14. Tabitha
  15. 7. Dean
  16. Dean
  17. 8. Dean
  18. Dean
  19. 9. Tabitha
  20. Tabitha
  21. 10. Dean
  22. Dean
  23. 11. Tabitha
  24. Tabitha
  25. 12. Tabitha
  26. Tabitha
  27. 13. Dean
  28. Dean
  29. 14. Dean
  30. Dean
  31. 15. Tabitha
  32. Tabitha
  33. 16. Tabitha
  34. Tabitha
  35. 17. Dean
  36. Dean
  37. 18. Dean
  38. Dean
  39. 19. Dean
  40. Dean
  41. 20. Tabitha
  42. Tabitha
  43. 21. Dean
  44. Dean
  45. 22. Tabitha
  46. Tabitha
  47. 23. Dean
  48. Dean
  49. 24. Tabitha
  50. Tabitha
  51. 25. Dean
  52. Dean
  53. 26. Tabitha
  54. Tabitha
  55. 27. Dean
  56. Dean
  57. 28. Tabitha
  58. Tabitha
  59. 29. Dean
  60. Dean
  61. 30. Tabitha
  62. Tabitha
  63. 31. Tabitha
  64. Tabitha
  65. 32. Dean
  66. Dean
  67. 33. Tabitha
  68. Tabitha
  69. 34. Dean
  70. Dean
  71. 35. Dean
  72. Dean
  73. 36. Tabitha
  74. Tabitha
  75. 37. Tabitha
  76. Tabitha
  77. 38. Dean
  78. Dean
  79. Epilogue
  80. WANT MORE DEAN AND TABITHA?
  81. A Note from the Author
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. Hang Out With Kathryn!
  84. About Kathryn
  85. Books By Kathryn

She gave me a maternal look that didn’t need interpreted. It was happiness with a healthy dose of concern. I hadn’t bothered to hide that Tabitha and I were something. Midge also knew she had a flight to catch in two days. I nodded at her—a recognition that both were true and I didn’t have a solution to it yet, cute couple or not.

“Thank you for coming along with Dean,” Mom was saying. “You are always welcome in our house, my dear. Whenever you’re home, for however long. I mean that. Your family is our family.”

I doubted my parents picked up on the way those words affected Tabitha. But I did. She wrapped them both in a long hug that pulled on pieces of me I rarely acknowledged.

Then my parents turned the music back on and got back to their dancing.

As we walked down the sidewalk, I squeezed the back of my neck to soothe an ache there, probably from dancing. I could feel Tabitha watching me. Tonight felt different than all the others for a hundred different reasons. Outside the warmth of that dinner, reality was rushing back in.

“Thank you for inviting me,” she said as I unlocked my front door. A brief wave of dizziness came over me. I blinked, gripped the doorknob. “It was really meaningful to talk to your parents about their experiences. And to thank them for what they did for my dad. It almost felt like we were all back in our support group again. But with less stale cookies and more delicious pasta.”

I couldn’t read her body language—hesitancy or nerves? “You’ll always mean a lot to them. Here or traveling, it doesn’t matter. You know what it’s like with a found family.”

Her eyes shone in the light from the streetlamp. “You never let them go.”

I shook my head. “Never.”

A sour taste rose in my throat. Tabitha reached for my wrist. “Hey, are you okay?”

“Yeah.” My tongue was thick in my mouth. I blinked again, and the whole street pitched forward. And then the migraine struck me between the eyes like an icepick.

“Fuck,” I hissed, grabbing my forehead. Pain radiated from my skull, down my neck. My stomach roiled. A cold sweat broke out over my skin.

“Oh my God, Dean?” Tabitha’s arms held me up as I swayed for real this time. I would have fallen if she hadn’t propped me up. “What’s wrong?”

“Migraine,” I bit out. “They come on…fast.”

Goddammit. I must have had warning signs over dinner that I didn’t notice. It was easy to do whenever I was in Tabitha’s tempting orbit.

She whispered a curse. “I’m going to get you inside and walk you to the couch. Does that sound okay?”

“Mm-hmm,” was all I could manage.