Back On the Ropes
Chapters (85)
  1. Dedication
  2. A Quick Note from Kathryn
  3. 1. Dean
  4. Dean
  5. 2. Tabitha
  6. Tabitha
  7. 3. Dean
  8. Dean
  9. 4. Tabitha
  10. Tabitha
  11. 5. Dean
  12. Dean
  13. 6. Tabitha
  14. Tabitha
  15. 7. Dean
  16. Dean
  17. 8. Dean
  18. Dean
  19. 9. Tabitha
  20. Tabitha
  21. 10. Dean
  22. Dean
  23. 11. Tabitha
  24. Tabitha
  25. 12. Tabitha
  26. Tabitha
  27. 13. Dean
  28. Dean
  29. 14. Dean
  30. Dean
  31. 15. Tabitha
  32. Tabitha
  33. 16. Tabitha
  34. Tabitha
  35. 17. Dean
  36. Dean
  37. 18. Dean
  38. Dean
  39. 19. Dean
  40. Dean
  41. 20. Tabitha
  42. Tabitha
  43. 21. Dean
  44. Dean
  45. 22. Tabitha
  46. Tabitha
  47. 23. Dean
  48. Dean
  49. 24. Tabitha
  50. Tabitha
  51. 25. Dean
  52. Dean
  53. 26. Tabitha
  54. Tabitha
  55. 27. Dean
  56. Dean
  57. 28. Tabitha
  58. Tabitha
  59. 29. Dean
  60. Dean
  61. 30. Tabitha
  62. Tabitha
  63. 31. Tabitha
  64. Tabitha
  65. 32. Dean
  66. Dean
  67. 33. Tabitha
  68. Tabitha
  69. 34. Dean
  70. Dean
  71. 35. Dean
  72. Dean
  73. 36. Tabitha
  74. Tabitha
  75. 37. Tabitha
  76. Tabitha
  77. 38. Dean
  78. Dean
  79. Epilogue
  80. WANT MORE DEAN AND TABITHA?
  81. A Note from the Author
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. Hang Out With Kathryn!
  84. About Kathryn
  85. Books By Kathryn

“It’s been an honor,” I said, feeling unsettled. “Next time I’m back the park will look so different.”

“When do you think that will be?” Maria asked.

“I…have no idea,” I said with a nervous laugh. “I’m sure I won’t be gone as long as last time.”

Dean let go of my hand.

I reached into my purse, needing the distraction. I handed them the picture from Aunt Linda’s photo album and watched them reel with laughter.

“Found this the other day at Lin’s place and thought you might appreciate it,” I said.

Maria was laughing against Midge’s shoulder. “Oh my God, our hair.”

I leaned forward in my chair. “My dad told me the other day about coming to see you both after I came out. He told me you gave him really good advice. About listening and not passing judgment. And loving me for who I am.”

Midge set the picture down, reached across the table and squeezed my hand. “It was years ago, but I still remember how nervous he was. He told us everything about your mom and the cheating. All the fights. He never said the exact words, but I think he felt guilty about all of it. He wanted to do this one thing right for you.”

I couldn’t speak for a second, so I twirled my spaghetti until my throat opened. “He did it right. More than right,” I said, voice thick. “Thank you for being so open and vulnerable with him. I’m sure it wasn’t easy, but coming out and having him as my dad made the difference for me. Especially since my mom—”

“Is a real piece of work?” Midge said harshly.

“Midge,” Dean whispered.

“It’s okay, really,” I said, starting to laugh into my glass of wine. “Those are nicer words than Kathleen uses. And it’s true.”

Maria looked thoughtful as she folded her hands over her plate. “Midge and I were lucky in so many ways. Her father had passed years earlier, but her mother and my mother and father were supportive when we came out and when we got together, in a way we never imagined.”

Midge leaned in. “When her parents were still alive, they threw one of the best Pride parties in Philly. Your father, he reminds me of them. But of course…” She cleared her throat. “Of course, Maria and I lost people. When we got married. When we adopted Dean and started our family. My only brother doesn’t speak to me. Two of Maria’s four sisters refuse to acknowledge that I exist in her life at all. Cousins, aunts and uncles, friends. People at work.”

My heart grew heavy. “I remember those stories the most from our support group.”

“Me too,” Maria said softly. “It’s one of the commonalities in all of our experiences.”