Back On the Ropes
Chapters (85)
  1. Dedication
  2. A Quick Note from Kathryn
  3. 1. Dean
  4. Dean
  5. 2. Tabitha
  6. Tabitha
  7. 3. Dean
  8. Dean
  9. 4. Tabitha
  10. Tabitha
  11. 5. Dean
  12. Dean
  13. 6. Tabitha
  14. Tabitha
  15. 7. Dean
  16. Dean
  17. 8. Dean
  18. Dean
  19. 9. Tabitha
  20. Tabitha
  21. 10. Dean
  22. Dean
  23. 11. Tabitha
  24. Tabitha
  25. 12. Tabitha
  26. Tabitha
  27. 13. Dean
  28. Dean
  29. 14. Dean
  30. Dean
  31. 15. Tabitha
  32. Tabitha
  33. 16. Tabitha
  34. Tabitha
  35. 17. Dean
  36. Dean
  37. 18. Dean
  38. Dean
  39. 19. Dean
  40. Dean
  41. 20. Tabitha
  42. Tabitha
  43. 21. Dean
  44. Dean
  45. 22. Tabitha
  46. Tabitha
  47. 23. Dean
  48. Dean
  49. 24. Tabitha
  50. Tabitha
  51. 25. Dean
  52. Dean
  53. 26. Tabitha
  54. Tabitha
  55. 27. Dean
  56. Dean
  57. 28. Tabitha
  58. Tabitha
  59. 29. Dean
  60. Dean
  61. 30. Tabitha
  62. Tabitha
  63. 31. Tabitha
  64. Tabitha
  65. 32. Dean
  66. Dean
  67. 33. Tabitha
  68. Tabitha
  69. 34. Dean
  70. Dean
  71. 35. Dean
  72. Dean
  73. 36. Tabitha
  74. Tabitha
  75. 37. Tabitha
  76. Tabitha
  77. 38. Dean
  78. Dean
  79. Epilogue
  80. WANT MORE DEAN AND TABITHA?
  81. A Note from the Author
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. Hang Out With Kathryn!
  84. About Kathryn
  85. Books By Kathryn

“I feel that way too, and I live here,” Alexis said. “Sometimes it doesn’t feel close or that it matters. Other days, it’s like you and I are teens again, watching Mom and Dad fight. It’s not something I can control.” She smiled. “The only silver lining to all of this is that when Eric and I got married, we saw it as an opportunity to love each other and parent the way we wanted. And we love Juliet so much. We support and lift her up no matter what she wants to do. And we both work with kids every day and encourage their imagination. Their creativity, their wishes. And we don’t care about their mistakes.”

“The opposite of how Mom raised us,” I said grimly.

“Exactly.”

I pulled my knees into my chest and gazed at two of my most favorite people in the whole world. “Your story is the real deal. It’s a happily ever after.”

Alexis cocked her head. “Yours is too. Whether it was a story you’d written or one you’d shot on that old camera we had, Mom went out of her way to ignore it or pass judgment on it. And now look at you. All of your stories are about love.”

I hummed a little, considered that description. “I always describe them as being about the power of a community, coming together.”

“Isn’t that love too?” she said.

Juliet called down for her parents, who both rose off the couch and made their way to the stairs.

“This is random,” I said, “but do you guys want to actually stay the night? I can take Linda’s guest bedroom to sleep in, and she has so much garbage reality television to watch, I’d hate to binge Real Housewives on my own. I’d rather open a bottle of red wine and hang with the two of you.”

I couldn’t say the last time the temporary place I was staying in felt like a home. In my aunt’s house, with Juliet running around and Eric and Alexis’s laughter, there was a contentment and safety curling around my heart that I didn’t realize I was missing. I knew this attachment feeling could be dangerous but felt much too vulnerable to turn away from it.

Eric looked down at his outfit and shrugged. “I’m already in my pajamas and am seriously behind on those housewives.”

Alexis gave me a knowing look. “We’ve only got you for a little while longer anyway before you leave again. I need to soak up as much time as I can get.”

I patted the spot next to me on the couch. “All aboard the cuddle express.”

Eric laughed. “I’m going to soothe our daughter, and then someone better have opened that bottle of wine.”