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Chapters (29)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Mazzy Brower
  5. Part I
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Seven
  13. Mazzy Brower
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Mazzy Brower
  19. Twelve
  20. Part II
  21. Thirteen
  22. Fourteen
  23. Fifteen
  24. Sixteen
  25. Seventeen
  26. Acknowledgments
  27. About the Author
  28. Also by Kevin Wilson
  29. About the Publisher

And then, one time, while we were sitting on the couch in the living room, making out, my mom unlocked the front door and walked into the house. “Whoa,” she said when she saw us, an actual sucking sound made when we pulled apart, scrambling to opposite sides of the couch. She smiled, trying not to laugh. Zeke had taken out his Velcro wallet and was inspecting his library card, like it was very important to make sure that he still had it. I just sat there, looking down at my feet, my lips tingling.

“Well . . . hello,” my mom said. “Who is this young man?”

“This is Zeke,” I finally said, my face burning red with embarrassment. “He’s new in town.”

“Okay, okay, okay,” my mom said, nodding. “Hey, Zeke.”

“Hello, Mrs. . . . um . . . Hey there,” he said. “I don’t know Frankie’s last name.”

“Well, her last name is different from mine anyways,” she said. “You can call me Carrie, though.”

“Hello, Carrie,” he said. He was still holding that library card, like maybe my mom was going to ask for it.

“We’ve been hanging out,” I said. “Zeke is an artist.”

“Okay, cool,” my mom said, still nodding, trying to figure out what in the world I was doing with a boy in the house, because I had never even been on a date, had not, to her knowledge, spoken to a boy in years.

“I draw,” Zeke said.

“So you guys have just made this little artist colony here in the house while everybody else is away?” she asked.

“Kind of?” I said.

“Well, it’s nice to meet you, Zeke. Frankie has not told me a thing about you, but you are welcome to come over anytime. In fact, would you like to have dinner with us tonight? I’d love to hear your story.”

“Well, I don’t know,” Zeke replied, looking over at me. “I mean, I guess I could ask my mom if it’s okay.”

“Sure thing,” my mom said. “If she wants to talk to me, I’m happy to vouch for Frankie. I mean, I’m sure you told your mom about this cool new friend that you’ve met. I’m sure you’d tell your mom something important like that.”

“Mom, it’s just—” I started, but just gave up. I knew she wasn’t really upset. She wasn’t that kind of mom.

“My mom is . . . she’s kind of preoccupied right now,” Zeke said. “I don’t think she’ll mind.”

“Then it’s settled,” my mom said. “I just came home to pick up something, and then I have to get back to work. I guess . . . I guess I’ll see you when I come back.”

“Nice to meet you,” Zeke said. He finally put the library card back in his wallet and Velcroed it shut.

And then she was gone. And it was just me and Zeke.