Chapters (48)
It’s not even a full sentence, just a wrecked, desperate sound, just a plea wrapped up in two broken words, just the most perfect reaction I could have ever hoped for. And it’s not enough. Because now, I need to see how much further I can take him. I press my lips to his jaw, teasing, letting my hands slide lower, feeling hips beneath my fingers. “I’ll take care of you, Carter.”
His breath shudders. I let my fingers skim just a little lower, not touching him where he needs me most just yet, but letting him feel how close I am, letting him understand exactly what I’m offering. “I want to.”
Carter makes a desperate sound, something that tells me I’ve completely undone him. Before I can push him any further, before I can even move, before I can say anything else, He grabs me. Not rough. Not forceful. But enough. Enough to let me know that this just changed everything.
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Carter
I am losing my fucking mind.
I can still feel the weight of her words pressing into my chest, into my stomach, into my dick that is already so fucking hard it hurts.
I don’t even know how to respond to that, don’t even know what the fuck I’m supposed to do with myself now that she’s said it, now that she’s looking at me like she’s already made up her mind, like this is happening and I have absolutely no say in the matter.
And God help me, I don’t want to stop her. My fingers twitch against her thighs, before I can even think about stopping her, before I can even figure out how to wrap my head around what’s about to happen…
Her hands are at my waistband, slow and sure, her fingers hooking into the elastic, dragging my boxers down with the same teasing pace that is actively wrecking me from the inside out.
I can’t stop it. I can’t stop the way my breath hitches, the way my thighs tense, the way my fingers clench against the couch, gripping the fabric like it’s the only thing keeping me from completely falling apart.
My cock is free. It thuds against my stomach, heavy, thick, already leaking at the tip, and my entire body goes stiff.
Oh fuck. Fuck—
My face burns, heat crawling up my throat, my ears, my cheeks, because I already know.
I’m big. I loved the way she said it.
I go to cover myself, to do something, anything, to stop the way she’s looking at me like she just won some kind of prize, but before I can, she’s there. Her hands wrap around the base of my cock, her fingers barely able to close around me, and I swear to god, I almost black out right then and there.
“Jesus, Carter.”