Chapters (109)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Praise for Tim Weaver
- Dedication
- Part One
- 1
- 2
- 3
- 4
- 5
- 6
- Joline
- 7
- 8
- 9
- 10
- The Motel
- 11
- 12
- Part Two
- 13
- 14
- Caraca
- 15
- 16
- 17
- Late-Night Call
- 18
- 19
- 20
- Pioneer
- Part Three
- 21
- 22
- 23
- The Suicide: Part 1
- 24
- 25
- 26
- The Suicide: Part 2
- 27
- 28
- 29
- Clear: Part 1
- 30
- 31
- Clear: Part 2
- Part Four
- 32
- 33
- 34
- Monster
- 35
- 36
- 37
- Martina: Part 1
- Part Five
- 38
- 39
- 40
- Martina: Part 2
- 41
- 42
- 43
- Dead Ends
- 44
- Part Six
- 45
- 46
- 47
- The Photograph Album
- 48
- 49
- 50
- Empty
- Part Seven
- 51
- 52
- Retirement: Part 1
- 53
- 54
- 55
- 56
- Retirement: Part 2
- 57
- Part Eight
- 58
- 59
- 60
- 61
- 62
- Circle
- 63
- 64
- 65
- 66
- An Ending
- 67
- 68
- Part Nine
- 69
- Family
- 70
- Part Ten
- 71
- 72
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgements
- THE BEGINNING
The car was coming from my right, a red blur emerging into view on the right-hand side of the lake. I picked up my pace again, waving my hands at it, trying to get the driver to see me through the trees, and then I slipped, stumbled, my hands hitting the ground, then my knees, and I slid forward and smacked into a tree. Not as hard as Jo had hit hers, but hard enough to wind me. It took me a couple of seconds to recover, and then I was back up again, finally moving from the forest into a sea of long grass. It whipped at me, frost-bitten, hard as glass, snow crunching under foot.
I looked for the car.
I could hear it but couldn’t see it.
Trying to run faster, I kept going, even as my feet slipped, even as my skin throbbed, red-raw from the cold. I could no longer see the road because I didn’t have the elevation of the slope: it was just sky above, hills emerging along the crown of the grass, and the slant of the forest behind me, its trees like the scales of a great dragon.
Faster.
Come on, you need to move fast –
I heard the car pass.
‘No,’ I shouted after it. ‘No!’
Ten seconds later, I broke through the grass, on to the road, but by then it was too late. The car was too far away already. I could see a shape inside at the wheel, and the registration plate on the back, and it took me a couple of seconds to process both. To start with, all I could do was watch as it disappeared around a bend in the road, like a vision that was never even there; but then, as everything went quiet again, as the hum of the engine vanished and I looked out across the stillness of the lake, as I realized the hills I’d seen ahead of me were actually mountains – huge, snow-capped – something started to dawn on me.
I looked left, to where the car had gone, and then right: half a mile away there was a road sign, small, impossible to read from here. I dumped my backpack, not wanting to be slowed down by it, and started running – as fast as I could – towards the sign.
And, as I ran, I remembered.