Chapters (109)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Praise for Tim Weaver
- Dedication
- Part One
- 1
- 2
- 3
- 4
- 5
- 6
- Joline
- 7
- 8
- 9
- 10
- The Motel
- 11
- 12
- Part Two
- 13
- 14
- Caraca
- 15
- 16
- 17
- Late-Night Call
- 18
- 19
- 20
- Pioneer
- Part Three
- 21
- 22
- 23
- The Suicide: Part 1
- 24
- 25
- 26
- The Suicide: Part 2
- 27
- 28
- 29
- Clear: Part 1
- 30
- 31
- Clear: Part 2
- Part Four
- 32
- 33
- 34
- Monster
- 35
- 36
- 37
- Martina: Part 1
- Part Five
- 38
- 39
- 40
- Martina: Part 2
- 41
- 42
- 43
- Dead Ends
- 44
- Part Six
- 45
- 46
- 47
- The Photograph Album
- 48
- 49
- 50
- Empty
- Part Seven
- 51
- 52
- Retirement: Part 1
- 53
- 54
- 55
- 56
- Retirement: Part 2
- 57
- Part Eight
- 58
- 59
- 60
- 61
- 62
- Circle
- 63
- 64
- 65
- 66
- An Ending
- 67
- 68
- Part Nine
- 69
- Family
- 70
- Part Ten
- 71
- 72
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgements
- THE BEGINNING
‘Mills came back for me later, got me up and locked me in that shack,’ Jo went on, her eyes on the flames licking the chimney, ‘and when I tried to ask him what was going on, tried to talk through the gag, he just told me to stay put and stay quiet, and then he left me. I had no clock, no way of knowing how long I was there, but it must have been a day. I saw a sunrise and a sunset. And then, finally, I heard some voices.’
Mills and me.
‘Do you remember much about how you got here?’ she asked.
‘This place?’ I shook my head. ‘You?’
‘I was heavily sedated, so a lot of it was just background. Maybe an engine. Maybe some traffic noise. They blindfolded me, taped my mouth, put things over my ears, so even when I felt lucid, it wasn’t like I could make use of my senses.’
‘Do you remember being in a tight space?’
‘That I do remember.’
‘Do you remember anything about it?’
‘Just that it was like being in a coffin, not a trunk.’
I’d thought the same thing.
‘What about the sequence G76984Z – does that mean anything?’
She frowned. ‘No. What is it?’
‘I don’t know,’ I said, rubbing at my eyes. ‘I can’t figure it out.’
We talked some more, about who she was, who I was, our families, our cases, about the double murder that had marked the beginning of her hunt for Adrian Vale. I talked about my search for answers at Black Gale, about Patrick Perry and Freda Davey, and then about the closure Freda had sought in asking for Patrick’s help. As I spoke about it, I started to feel emotional again, the words catching in my throat, and I realized I was probably in a delayed state of shock, one that wasn’t even necessarily provoked by this case. I’d barely got over what had happened to me at Christmas and now I was here, twenty minutes from nine bodies in the ground, mourning their loss, the loss of Beatrix Steards, and the forty-six days I’d spent in darkness and silence.
I thought I’d been ready for this case.
I’d told Healy I wasn’t broken.
But I was.
I was hurting.
And the next morning, I found out how much.