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  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Julia
  5. Grant
  6. Iris
  7. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  8. Kyle
  9. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Edward Frimpong (Minor)
  10. Kyle
  11. Grant
  12. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  13. Iris
  14. Iris and Kyle
  15. Grant
  16. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  17. Julia
  18. Grant
  19. Iris
  20. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  21. Grant
  22. Julia
  23. Iris
  24. Kyle
  25. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  26. Julia
  27. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  28. Iris
  29. Grant
  30. Julia
  31. Iris
  32. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  33. Iris
  34. Grant
  35. Iris
  36. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  37. Iris
  38. Julia
  39. Grant
  40. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  41. Kyle
  42. Julia
  43. Iris
  44. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  45. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  46. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  47. Iris and Grant
  48. Iris
  49. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  50. Iris and Julia
  51. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  52. Grant and Iris
  53. Iris
  54. Julia
  55. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  56. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  57. Iris
  58. Julia
  59. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  60. Iris
  61. Iris
  62. Grant
  63. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  64. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  65. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  66. Grant
  67. Iris
  68. Kyle
  69. Iris
  70. Grant
  71. Iris
  72. Grant
  73. Iris and Grant
  74. Afterword of A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  75. The Pollitt Family
  76. Acknowledgments
  77. Discover More
  78. About the Author
  79. ALSO BY JEFF ABBOTT

She imagines her mother’s voice rattling in her head: Make good choices. Be a good girl. Was that possible to do all the time? Make every choice right in the heat of the moment or when you didn’t have complete information? She was helping a friend out of the worst mess of his life at the worst time of his life. Wasn’t that a good choice?

She feels uneasy. But now she’s done what she’s done and all with good intentions, and she believes that will be enough.

Ned could go collect his father, and then he would thank her. She’ll catch him some rare, cool Critter in the game, in case he’s mad, and he’ll get over it. Mom would say quit worrying so much about what a boy thinks, but Ned isn’t just a boy; he’s special. He’s worth fighting for.

Julia opens Critterscape on her phone, logged in under her own account…wondering if the game is going to feel ruined for her now, since they were playing it when they found Danielle on the park bench. The digital world appears: a delightful little glade, with a road that mirrors the street were her house is, and instead of murdered neighbors and troubled handsome boys and annoying parents, it’s all sparkles and whimsy. Little creatures appear—a dancing pink dinosaur, a purple cat, a wood elf—and she uses her Critter nets to capture them, to rack up points, to add to her Critter zoo. For a few moments she forgets the nightmare. Then a little hand appears in the corner of the screen—she has a message from another player.

She clicks on the hand.

The first message is the one she sent out from Ned’s account, to all his friends, including her. The second message is one she hasn’t seen.

She doesn’t have a ton of friends in the game, but she doesn’t recognize this player name: MagickMan. She pages through her friends list: no, he’s there. They’ve never exchanged game gifts or Critters, and she doesn’t remember adding him. He shouldn’t be on her friends list. But he is. Ned must have added him. He has her password.

She opens the message.

I think you wrote that message from our friend, Julia.

Her breath catches in her chest. Her game name is Pollittesse; you’d have to know her personally to know Pollittesse is Julia Pollitt.

She messages back: Who is this?

The blinking palm tells her this player is active and writing her back. Then the message:

You two don’t just quit on me.

She stares at the phone, cold. You two. Like she was part of this. She’s not. She writes in the message screen: Leave him alone. He can’t do this anymore.