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  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Julia
  5. Grant
  6. Iris
  7. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  8. Kyle
  9. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Edward Frimpong (Minor)
  10. Kyle
  11. Grant
  12. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  13. Iris
  14. Iris and Kyle
  15. Grant
  16. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  17. Julia
  18. Grant
  19. Iris
  20. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  21. Grant
  22. Julia
  23. Iris
  24. Kyle
  25. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  26. Julia
  27. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  28. Iris
  29. Grant
  30. Julia
  31. Iris
  32. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  33. Iris
  34. Grant
  35. Iris
  36. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  37. Iris
  38. Julia
  39. Grant
  40. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  41. Kyle
  42. Julia
  43. Iris
  44. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  45. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  46. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  47. Iris and Grant
  48. Iris
  49. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  50. Iris and Julia
  51. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  52. Grant and Iris
  53. Iris
  54. Julia
  55. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  56. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  57. Iris
  58. Julia
  59. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  60. Iris
  61. Iris
  62. Grant
  63. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  64. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  65. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  66. Grant
  67. Iris
  68. Kyle
  69. Iris
  70. Grant
  71. Iris
  72. Grant
  73. Iris and Grant
  74. Afterword of A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  75. The Pollitt Family
  76. Acknowledgments
  77. Discover More
  78. About the Author
  79. ALSO BY JEFF ABBOTT

I started to speak, and she held up a gloved hand, like an impatient teacher cutting off a student’s meandering reply. “I will answer no questions. This is the deal. Just think of all the money you’ve spent on your daughter, and this adoption, and you’ll be able to put at least one of them through private college if you just do as I ask. It will be the easiest money you’ve ever made.”

“Why?”

“I said, no questions.”

“I could say no to adopting Sasha and then you will not pay me.”

“The moment you say no,” the warning woman said, “I will call you with an account number in a Cayman’s bank, and you can verify the amount. I won’t cheat you.”

“Why do you want my baby?” I hated the tears in my voice.

“He’s not your baby. Not yet. He won’t even remember that you played with him yesterday. You just say no. Your husband and your adoption consultant may be surprised, but they won’t talk you out of it. You’re a strong personality, Iris. I admire that about you.”

She slid a cell phone to me. “It’s a burner phone. There’s one number programmed in it. You call that number, day or night, and I’ll answer. I understand you have to think about it. I understand you have to sell this to Kyle. Or simply tell him you don’t want the child. He seems like he would defer to you. But it really is for the best.” She stood up.

Once, after my dad abandoned us, some girls cornered me on the playground and teased me about having a deadbeat father who had taken off. I wasn’t a kid who got into fights. But they were pushing me and shoving me between them, like I was nothing, like they had the right, and I don’t even remember it, but I bloodied two of their noses and gave the other a black eye. And I went crying to the teacher, ashamed of what I’d done, so many tears, until they sent me home, and on the drive home, Mama telling me how embarrassed she was, didn’t I have manners, didn’t I know better. A smile cracked my face, and those mean little bitches never bothered me again or even looked at me sideways or said a word to me that they didn’t pick carefully.

I wondered in that moment if I could deck her, knock her silly with a playground punch, make her tell me why. But she looked back at me with an unflinching gaze.

I took the phone. “What happens if I say no to your offer?” I said.

“Say no,” she answered, “and find out.” Then she turned and walked away.