Chapters (61)
- Cover
- MOTHER LOVES ME
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
My tummy lurched and my heart twisted at the phrase ‘new mummy’. I thought about the article and the blue dress. Told myself not to think about them.
‘Home? What do you mean?’ I said.
‘Where my other mummy and my daddy are.’ I tensed at the word daddy. Mother had said she’d rescued Clarabelle from her father. She’d told me he was evil. That he’d been hurting the little girl.
Yes, but she also said Clarabelle came from Utopia.
‘Where’s that? Where’s your home?’ I said. ‘Where are your other mummy and your daddy?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘Oh.’
She began to hiccup. ‘Mirabelle?’
‘Yes?’
‘I miss my mummy and my daddy. Will I see them again soon?’
I hesitated and bit my lip. I was already being bad by talking to Clarabelle without Mother’s permission, but I had to know. I had to find out what was going on. Mother was very sad from what had happened to her and her twin sister when they were young. Maybe she had made a mistake. Maybe she had made more than one mistake. If she had, maybe I could put it right. I couldn’t bear to hear Clarabelle so upset. She was my new sister. It was my job to look after her. I thought about Little Women and Pride and Prejudice and how much the sisters in those stories looked after each other, and decided I would do the same. If Clarabelle was upset, I would work out why and try to fix it.
I also needed to find out if Mother had done the right thing by bringing her here.
‘Tell me about your daddy,’ I said.
‘What do you mean?’
‘I mean … what does he look like?’
She hiccupped and giggled. ‘Mummy says Daddy looks like James Bond. But with a big bottom.’
‘Who’s James Bond?’
‘A man in films at the pictures.’
‘The pictures?’
She went quiet.
‘Clarabelle?’
‘I’m Emma.’
‘Oh, sorry. I forgot. Emma, tell me about your daddy. Is he kind?’ Inside, I winced – she sounded so sure that Emma was her real name. Who was right – her or Mother?
‘Oh yes! My daddy is kinder than any other daddy in the world! He buys me presents and he tells me stories from his head and he carries me upside down to bed. He makes silly faces and pretends to pick his nose when Mummy’s not looking!’ She giggled and hiccupped.
‘He’s never hurt you?’
‘No. Once he shut my hand in the door, but it was an ax-dent.’
I frowned. Her father didn’t sound bad at all. He sounded like the sort of daddy I dreamed about. Like Captain Crewe from A Little Princess. Had Mother made a mistake?
Is she lying?