Back Mother Loves Me
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. MOTHER LOVES ME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Publisher

My tummy lurched and my heart twisted at the phrase ‘new mummy’. I thought about the article and the blue dress. Told myself not to think about them.

‘Home? What do you mean?’ I said.

‘Where my other mummy and my daddy are.’ I tensed at the word daddy. Mother had said she’d rescued Clarabelle from her father. She’d told me he was evil. That he’d been hurting the little girl.

Yes, but she also said Clarabelle came from Utopia.

‘Where’s that? Where’s your home?’ I said. ‘Where are your other mummy and your daddy?’

‘I don’t know.’

‘Oh.’

She began to hiccup. ‘Mirabelle?’

‘Yes?’

‘I miss my mummy and my daddy. Will I see them again soon?’

I hesitated and bit my lip. I was already being bad by talking to Clarabelle without Mother’s permission, but I had to know. I had to find out what was going on. Mother was very sad from what had happened to her and her twin sister when they were young. Maybe she had made a mistake. Maybe she had made more than one mistake. If she had, maybe I could put it right. I couldn’t bear to hear Clarabelle so upset. She was my new sister. It was my job to look after her. I thought about Little Women and Pride and Prejudice and how much the sisters in those stories looked after each other, and decided I would do the same. If Clarabelle was upset, I would work out why and try to fix it.

I also needed to find out if Mother had done the right thing by bringing her here.

‘Tell me about your daddy,’ I said.

‘What do you mean?’

‘I mean … what does he look like?’

She hiccupped and giggled. ‘Mummy says Daddy looks like James Bond. But with a big bottom.’

‘Who’s James Bond?’

‘A man in films at the pictures.’

‘The pictures?’

She went quiet.

‘Clarabelle?’

‘I’m Emma.’

‘Oh, sorry. I forgot. Emma, tell me about your daddy. Is he kind?’ Inside, I winced – she sounded so sure that Emma was her real name. Who was right – her or Mother?

‘Oh yes! My daddy is kinder than any other daddy in the world! He buys me presents and he tells me stories from his head and he carries me upside down to bed. He makes silly faces and pretends to pick his nose when Mummy’s not looking!’ She giggled and hiccupped.

‘He’s never hurt you?’

‘No. Once he shut my hand in the door, but it was an ax-dent.’

I frowned. Her father didn’t sound bad at all. He sounded like the sort of daddy I dreamed about. Like Captain Crewe from A Little Princess. Had Mother made a mistake?

Is she lying?