Back Mother Loves Me
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. MOTHER LOVES ME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Publisher

‘After breaking his leg fighting so bravely in the First World War, Grandfather went into the oil industry – that’s where he made his money. When my parents died in the car crash, he retired and came back to look after us. We were only two years old at the time. We were a handful, but Grandfather raised us all by himself. My grandmother had died ten years previously. Grandfather was a faithless man after that – rare for that time – but he was also traditional, like me. He was very strict.’

‘Was he nice to you?’

‘He taught me right from wrong. He fed me and clothed me and made sure I wanted for nothing. He was a good man, most of the time.’

‘But was he nice?’

‘Nice. Such a subjective word. Such a meaningless word. I’d rather you didn’t use it, Mirabelle.’

‘Sorry, Mother. Was he kind?’

‘He was a hard man. War had seen to that.’

‘I’m sorry, Mother.’

‘He spoiled her rotten.’ Mother’s tone darkened, ‘Bought her everything she wanted. Every book she liked, she got. Every doll she liked, she got. I mean, listen to this – one day, when we were very young, perhaps four or five, Olivia decided she wanted my doll. She already had several dolls, but he didn’t even hesitate. He just let her have her. Just like that. My sweet, beautiful, little Isabelle. And when I got angry about it and tried to take Isabelle back, he shouted at me and told me I could never have a doll again and Olivia – I still remember the smug look on her perfect face – yes, she loved the fact that she could simply flutter her eyelashes at him and he’d get her anything she wanted. She loved the attention too. Craved it …’

She trailed off like she was lost in thought. Lost in memories. I felt sorry for her, but I was desperate to know more. Questions scratched at my throat like sandpaper.

I waited a few beats then asked my question, ‘Did Olivia … die?’

Mother’s fingers stilled on my head.

‘That’s enough,’ she said sharply. She looked down at me suddenly. From this angle her eyes looked crossed, her nose knife-sharp, her cheekbones blade-like.

Without warning, she stood, making my head jerk forward then flop back onto the bed. I sat up and watched her walk away, longing to hear all about my evil aunt Olivia and my great-grandfather.