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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. MOTHER LOVES ME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Publisher

It was the kind of blackness where it was impossible to see anything, even the faintest hint of your own hand an inch from your face. I had known darkness but never darkness this thick. Like tar. Like a demon’s blood. I lifted my hand and held it in front of my face. Nothing. Just black. Black and an awful smell of grime and poo and urine and mould and rot all rolled into one gut-wrenchingly hideous stench. A smell so revolting that I retched continuously for about five minutes, but brought up nothing. My tummy was empty. Horribly so.

When my stomach felt calmer, I sat up. Trying to breathe through my mouth, I felt the step around me. It was made of bricks. Dust or sand or dry crumbs of soil lay on the brick surface. Steps meant man-made, which meant this was not a simple hole in the ground. This hole was more than that. But what was it? Why would someone dig a hole in the ground, build steps leading down into the earth and place doors on top? The Wizard of Oz jumped into my head. When the tornado had struck, the characters had hidden in the ground. Perhaps this hole was like that. A place to escape terrible weather. But I had never known weather bad enough to destroy a house. England didn’t have tornadoes. I would have heard a gale of that force even through the wooden boards that blocked every window in the cottage.

So what was it?

If I could understand what kind of place I was in, maybe I could find a way out.

Stretching out one foot, I felt the ground in front of me. It was another step. I slid onto it, staying on my bottom. I slid down another three steps until I felt hard, solid ground. To my surprise, the ground was smooth, like plastic. Another clue, yet I still couldn’t work out what type of cage held me its prisoner. Fearful of bumping into something, I got down on all fours and edged forward an inch at a time, feeling the ground with my hands. Every few inches I stopped and felt the air around me, searching for more clues.

My stomach grumbled. Dot’s sandwich was the last thing I’d eaten, but I hadn’t managed to digest that – I had thrown it all back up. My heart began to race; what if Mother forgot to bring me something to eat and drink? I hadn’t drunk anything for ages either.